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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
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I really need help with trying to find a method to help end this painful life I have.I lost everything Cant eat drink sleep I pray for peace but I know the days are over please can someone help me.
 
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bodys_prisoner

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Apr 12, 2024
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So, what's your budget?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There's the Suicide Resource Compilation. You find information about methods there.
 
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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
46
So, what's your budget?
right now I have 400 saved up
There's the Suicide Resource Compilation. You find information about methods there.
thank you for replying
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's so terrible and cruel to me how there's all this extreme suffering in existing, I hope you find freedom from the torture.
 
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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
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It's so terrible and cruel to me how there's all this extreme suffering in existing, I hope you find freedom from the torture.
I pray too no one should have to live in this agony. Its literally living in hell
 
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oilsaniok

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May 19, 2026
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Here's a funny story, i am a muslim and we pray five times a day. In the morning we have this one prayer and because i live in religious country i always hear the calls of prayer but i'm not religious i skipped on those five prayers but due to constant suicidal thoughts i always woke up exactly at that morning prayers and somehow i just do the prayers.
 
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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
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Here's a funny story, i am a muslim and we pray five times a day. In the morning we have this one prayer and because i live in religious country i always hear the calls of prayer but i'm not religious i skipped on those five prayers but due to constant suicidal thoughts i always woke up exactly at that morning prayers and somehow i just do the prayers.
I wish I can pray my self out of this its a hell warp every second every minute is torture
It's so terrible and cruel to me how there's all this extreme suffering in existing, I hope you find freedom from the torture.
thank you I hope too I literally hate it
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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you are right,
no living being deserves to suffer,
I hope you find the peace you desire đź«‚:heart:
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
239
I understand totally as I live in poor life myself and I can't keep myself up with the society as I have so much social anxiety and awkwardness... it's hell I can't get therapy or any medication... and people are shits and selfish. I don't know how many days I will go I just want to lay in the ground and stop my heart forever. I wish death was as easy as I wish....i hope you find peace from the hell you are going through.
 
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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
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I understand totally as I live in poor life myself and I can't keep myself up with the society as I have so much social anxiety and awkwardness... it's hell I can't get therapy or any medication... and people are shits and selfish. I don't know how many days I will go I just want to lay in the ground and stop my heart forever. I wish death was as easy as I wish....i hope you find peace from the hell you are going through.
Thank you I wish you find peace in this inferno called life.Im getting so desperate im considering just jumping I cant take it anymore I feel like im just rotten to no relief in sight and it just gets worse and worse
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
2,885
Thank you I wish you find peace in this inferno called life.Im getting so desperate im considering just jumping I cant take it anymore I feel like im just rotten to no relief in sight and it just gets worse and worse
please remember to jump needs to be from 18 floors. we know someone who was paralysed, but survived, jumping from four stories.

sympathies from a fellow sufferer of this life
 
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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
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please remember to jump needs to be from 18 floors. we know someone who was paralysed, but survived, jumping from four stories.

sympathies from a fellow sufferer of this life
the building that is near me has 20 floors even im scared of heights im even more afraid of any more days in this hell;-;
 
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