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melancholyxx

melancholyxx

Member
Mar 23, 2023
7
I live in Hong Kong. I don't want to overdose just to be awake because of natural body instincts and have an agonizing death. Please help me.

I'm broke, my friends are assholes and I keep getting taken advantage of, I keep making things worse for myself and it feels like all I ever get myself into is more nonsense. A lot of it is my fault, I know. I just don't know what to do about it anymore and I don't want to fix it anyway. Please, please help me find a way to have a good, permeant sleep.
 
coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Student
Mar 17, 2026
122
Hong Kong has plenty of tall buildings. A fall 10 stories or more is very likely fatal. That's easiest.

Wouldn't it be easier to just get better friends? At the very least wait a few weeks to make sure your problems really aren't solvable.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,695
I just want to sleep permanently as well, all I want is true permanent peace from this existence so cruel and torturous and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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melancholyxx

melancholyxx

Member
Mar 23, 2023
7
Hong Kong has plenty of tall buildings. A fall 10 stories or more is very likely fatal. That's easiest.

Wouldn't it be easier to just get better friends? At the very least wait a few weeks to make sure your problems really aren't solvable.
I wouldn't want to traumatize a child or some innocent person there. I have a whole other post complaining about my life if you're interested. But I'll look into some abandoned/uninhabited tall buildings for sure thank you
 
CTB set me free

CTB set me free

Chief Commander Cheesy Beef Burrito Supreme
Jul 16, 2025
16
I've tried tape and plastic around my nose and mouth and put handcuffs on behind my back, it almost worked but survival instinct was too strong and I managed to contort my mouth and twist my arms up to my face to barely pull plastic and tape away to have tiny breathing room while I could the spend the next few minutes getting the key for the luffs to unlock myself as I feel defeated. It was too panicky though. I think ligature or partial hanging will be my next method his and I tested it and it seems like it will do the job without the panicky feeling so my survival instinct won't fight back. You could talk to AI how people have died from the pass out game or blackout challenge.
 

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