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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
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I'm going to shoot myself this week. I'm leaning toward my favorite spot at my favorite park. My last visual will be of the Rocky Mountains on a beautiful day. The area is a hidden, wooded area rarely walked through. No one would see more or (I don't think...) hear me. However, I also want to do it in a comfy hotel room. Just drink my beer, take my edible, and pull the trigger. I'm torn.
 
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supplementalo²sucks

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Nov 3, 2025
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If you do it in a hotel that'd be forcing staff and everyone who has to clean it, stuff they don't need mentally.
 
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Dark Mood

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Oct 3, 2025
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I don't know. Think about the hotel staff that will find you. I would prefer a spot somewhere in the nature
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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If you do it in a hotel that'd be forcing staff and everyone who has to clean it, stuff they don't need mentally.
Hotel staff would not clean that. There are definitely companies who specialize in that with employees who are used to seeing it. People are still going to need to clean the area if it happens in nature, believe it or not.
 
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littlecutecorpse

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Nov 13, 2025
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might just do it in nature given my situation and opportunities. hanging myself to a tree perhaps. it'd be nice n' peaceful to die in nature anyways.
 
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supplementalo²sucks

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Nov 3, 2025
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They'll have to witness it and figure out who to call, believe it or not. However many people seeing that, versus shooting yourself/junping in the middle of nowhere where you may actually decompose or be consumed by whatever animal(s).
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Woods. Make sure no one around. In hotel you could put others at risk
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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They'll have to witness it and figure out who to call, believe it or not. However many people seeing that, versus shooting yourself/junping in the middle of nowhere where you may actually decompose or be consumed by whatever animal(s).
Or you can leave a note telling them to call emergency services. Or call them yourself. Someone is going to find you in nature, too, and being partially eaten and decomposed isn't going to be any better of a sight.
 
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supplementalo²sucks

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Nov 3, 2025
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Or you can leave a note telling them to call emergency services. Or call them yourself. Someone is going to find you in nature, too, and being partially eaten and decomposed isn't going to be any better of a sight.
Forcing lot less people to DEAL with it though. Someone might find your body, might. Or not. Either way doing in a hotel is forcing them to deal with it mentally, when they might not want to see that, when hotel workers (who FIND) the body after however long then they have to make the calls. Either way, it's more selfish. Saying the opposite is just wrong. "There's ways to minimize it" ok sure. Out in the woods in a shack you probably don't have to worry about that. Leaving a note like 'hey I'm dead in here call disposal' do think that by self won't not fuck you up?
 
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TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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Forcing lot less people to DEAL with it though. Someone might find your body, might. Or not. Either way doing in a hotel is forcing them to deal with it mentally, when they might not want to see that, when hotel workers (who FIND) the body after however long then they have to make the calls.
And I'm still saying they don't have to find the body if you leave a note or call emergency services yourself. Do whatever you want, it's your choice and i understand it, but there are ways to minimize what you are saying.
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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Woods. Make sure no one around. In hotel you could put others at risk
Yes, remote location. Ideally inaccessible by vehicle so there's no realistic chance at rescue.
 
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Eudaimonic

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I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
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If comfort is the priority, you could rent a nice cabin and do it there rather than at a hotel, where the risk of intervention is generally higher.
 
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