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Feb 7, 2025
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They don't talk enough about breakups in depressed and easily attached people. the urges get so much worse. The pain hurts so much more. I can't stand the thought of her but at the same time I can't get her out of my head. I can't move on but I can't stay here. I feel everything and nothing at the same time. Even if I deserve better it's in my nature to want to fix things, I will always want to come back. I'm too weak to move on. I feel too much. I love her too much. I always have.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
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Honestly time is your answer, it hurts less with time. I still miss him too after 4 years...
 
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ghostpage

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Feb 7, 2025
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Honestly time is your answer, it hurts less with time. I still miss him too after 4 years...
I hope you're finding some peace. My time has only just begun but I can only hope I'll make it through it
 
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Jul 25, 2024
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I hope you're finding some peace. My time has only just begun but I can only hope I'll make it through it
yeah you never really forget it, the feeling of "the one that got away" will always be there but you get numb to the pain, it is what it is. Wishing you the best mate, there will be others but they will never feel the same and that's okay.
 
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