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faustino

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May 27, 2026
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- Test SN and proceed if it's pure
- Take 2xPromethazine 60mg (it's the only decent anti-emetic I'm able to get my hands on, which will also help with sedation )
- Wait 30mins
- During the wait, make 2x25g SN into 50ml water
- Crush x1 dihydrocodeine 60mg
- Drink SN and layback

This is where my SN protocol is currently at. Thought I'd post it for you guys incase anyone had any feedback or tips.
 
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latetoctb

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May 28, 2026
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What is your method to test purity?

Are you fasting food then water before?

Also, I read that a normal timeframe for Promethazine to start acting is more around 1 hour than 30 min. But maybe your experience is different
 
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faustino

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May 27, 2026
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What is your method to test purity?

Are you fasting food then water before?

Also, I read that a normal timeframe for Promethazine to start acting is more around 1 hour than 30 min. But maybe your experience is different
I'll be using water testing strips. The ones I have test for the presence of nitrite up to 10ppm. I forgot to add that I will be fasting 8hrs before and no water for at least 2hrs before ingesting the SN solution. As far as the promethazine goes.. I think you're right about the 1 hour.
 
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latetoctb

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Sounds good! I don't know much about dihydrocodeine but everything else looks good.

Laying on your right side can be beneficial because of how the stomach is shaped and where it exits into the intestines.

Best of luck. I will be attempting soon as well
 
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faustino

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Would be interested to know what your protocol looks like if you feel like sharing.

Best of luck to you as well!
 
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latetoctb

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May 28, 2026
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Would be interested to know what your protocol looks like if you feel like sharing.

Best of luck to you as well!
For sure - I'm still working on it though

16:00 start fasting food
22:00 start fasting water
23:00 30mg Metoclopramide + .75mg Xanax (crushed with small amount of water)
Prepare two cups of 20g SN in 50ml of water
23:45 9mg Xanax (crushed w small water)
24:00 Benzocaine tongue then drink SN. follow with swishing water and then mouthwash
Lay down on right side and watch a video of my loved one that I'm preparing

20g SN instead of 25 because I'm lightweight (54kg).
I still need to do more testing the the amount and timing of the Xanax but this is where I'm at so far. It's so damn bitter and doesnt dissolve well at all so I might end up just taking it in pill form at a bit earlier in time.
First dose of Xanax is for SI help.
The benzocaine and swishing after is to help with nausea.
 
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May 19, 2026
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For sure - I'm still working on it though

16:00 start fasting food
22:00 start fasting water
23:00 30mg Metoclopramide + .75mg Xanax (crushed with small amount of water)
Prepare two cups of 20g SN in 50ml of water
23:45 9mg Xanax (crushed w small water)
24:00 Benzocaine tongue then drink SN. follow with swishing water and then mouthwash
Lay down on right side and watch a video of my loved one that I'm preparing

20g SN instead of 25 because I'm lightweight (54kg).
I still need to do more testing the the amount and timing of the Xanax but this is where I'm at so far. It's so damn bitter and doesnt dissolve well at all so I might end up just taking it in pill form at a bit earlier in time.
First dose of Xanax is for SI help.
The benzocaine and swishing after is to help with nausea.
Ah so you tried the crushed Xan, did 9 mg knocked you out ?
 
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latetoctb

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May 28, 2026
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Ah so you tried the crushed Xan, did 9 mg knocked you out ?
Haha no I've been trying smaller amounts. So far .25mg-1mg

Yesterday I tried to get myself to drink 1mg crushed in some water but I couldn't stomach even the smell lol so I ended up just taking some still pressed in pill form.

Before, I had been putting the pills in capsules to bypass the taste and to see if it would be possible to have consistent timing results with that but it wasn't consistent.

1mg knocked me out in 1.25 hours so next im trying 2mg to see if the onset is exponential.

The big dose 9mg is to help compensate with the adrenaline that will definitely be coursing through me from SI and the body reacting to the poison in the body.

I have a new idea now though to try - Put some water in your mouth and then throw some crushed Xanax on it and immediately swallow. My hope is that I will taste it much less this way
 
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Haha no I've been trying smaller amounts. So far .25mg-1mg

Yesterday I tried to get myself to drink 1mg crushed in some water but I couldn't stomach even the smell lol so I ended up just taking some still pressed in pill form.

Before, I had been putting the pills in capsules to bypass the taste and to see if it would be possible to have consistent timing results with that but it wasn't consistent.

1mg knocked me out in 1.25 hours so next im trying 2mg to see if the onset is exponential.

The big dose 9mg is to help compensate with the adrenaline that will definitely be coursing through me from SI and the body reacting to the poison in the body.

I have a new idea now though to try - Put some water in your mouth and then throw some crushed Xanax on it and immediately swallow. My hope is that I will taste it much less this way
Holy hell, i crushed 1mg in water aswell and it was vile af what the shit
 
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