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tinyfox

tinyfox

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Nov 26, 2025
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Hi everyone. I've been thinking about it more and more and am getting closer to trying SN; I think it's the best option out of all the ones available to me. Only a firearm seems like the best option to me, but I don't have access to one.

I've researched all aspects of using sodium nitrite and plan to use only that and anti-nausea pills.


I found SN for sale that the seller said is 99% pure. Do you think it's worth testing? The only way I can test it is by mixing it with blood.

Here's roughly what the plan looks like:

1.
A small, light meal in the morning

2. Fasting for 8 hours

3. When I'm ready, I'll take 2–3 domperidone tablets 40 minutes before consuming the SN

For example, I'll take one tablet with a small amount of water, then the second one.

4. I prepare several sodium nitrite solutions by eye, since I don't have a scale. I weigh about 60 kg, so I use either 25 mg per 50 ml of water or 20 mg per 40 ml of water, 3.1 teaspoons / 1 tablespoon of SN.

5. I wait and hope for eternal rest...


I've researched a lot of topics, but I still have a few questions. How long should they not find me? I understand that I need to be alone for at least 4 hours. I plan to do this either somewhere in nature far from people, or at my summer cottage outside the city when no one is there...

Also, I take 300 mg of clozapine and 7.5 mg of mirtazapine every day before bed; I understand that these medications won't affect the attempt in any way. Am I right? The guide even mentions that antipsychotics can help with nausea

I'd appreciate any answers.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Good morning (or night, idk what part of the world you're in). Is there any reason why you can't test it with the strips? And is there any reason why you believe you should trust what the seller says? For example, are they a known quantity, have they sold to anyone else here or elsewhere who you have reason to believe successfully CTB'd with it?
 
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tinyfox

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Good morning (or night, idk what part of the world you're in). Is there any reason why you can't test it with the strips? And is there any reason why you believe you should trust what the seller says? For example, are they a known quantity, have they sold to anyone else here or elsewhere who you have reason to believe successfully CTB'd with it?
Thanks for the reply. Right now, I can't go outside freely. I'm not quite sure how to get the right kind of test strips in my country. I'll look into the test strips a bit more. Thanks.

The seller is a regular online store that sells dietary supplements and chemicals. In response to my inquiry about purity, they contacted their lab, which reported a purity of 99%.

I can't get a more precise or definitive answer; the only option is to buy it and test it myself. I don't know of any other way to get sodium nitrite in my country.

Do you think I shouldn't trust the seller's information?

And how do I choose the right test strips?

Nitrite test strips. Should measure up to 10 mg/L. Usually part of an aquarium test kit

I really have nowhere to conduct such a test at home. I'll have to measure it somehow while I'm at the location where I plan to do the CTB
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
260
Thanks for the reply. Right now, I can't go outside freely. I'm not quite sure how to get the right kind of test strips in my country. I'll look into the test strips a bit more. Thanks.

The seller is a regular online store that sells dietary supplements and chemicals. In response to my inquiry about purity, they contacted their lab, which reported a purity of 99%.

I can't get a more precise or definitive answer; the only option is to buy it and test it myself. I don't know of any other way to get sodium nitrite in my country.

Do you think I shouldn't trust the seller's information?

And how do I choose the right test strips?

Nitrite test strips. Should measure up to 10 mg/L. Usually part of an aquarium test kit

I really have nowhere to conduct such a test at home. I'll have to measure it somehow while I'm at the location where I plan to do the CTB
You have to buy some equipment first if you want to use test strip. Me personally, i wouldn't blindly trust the seller https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...with-aquarium-test-strip-0-1-5-10-ppm.243449/
 
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tinyfox

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You have to buy some equipment first if you want to use test strip. Me personally, i wouldn't blindly trust the seller https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...with-aquarium-test-strip-0-1-5-10-ppm.243449/
Man, this looks pretty complicated. I definitely won't be able to do it since I don't live alone, and I probably won't have the focus or time to do it on the spot because of the stress.

Maybe I could just test it by mixing it with blood?

Would you recommend against using the SN method based solely on the seller's information? A blood test should be enough.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
260
Man, this looks pretty complicated. I definitely won't be able to do it since I don't live alone, and I probably won't have the focus or time to do it on the spot because of the stress.

Maybe I could just test it by mixing it with blood?

Would you recommend against using the SN method based solely on the seller's information? A blood
Alternative Blood:
Stir SN into blood, if blood turns brown SN has high purity (imprecise, can't measure how high)
Because this method are is imprecise, it is strongly advised to just use strip test if money and situation are not a problem
 
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Alternative 1 Reagent Solution: Brand Tetra if other brand, follow instruction on kit.
I don't have scale or measuring cups so i do it like this. 1/4 teaspn SN mixed into 1000 ml water (just buy a 1 liter cola bottle), pipette 1 ml water transfer it to a 2nd 500 ml container (u can just reuse the 1000 ml container and fill it halfway) Now you have 1/1000ml+499ml SN solution.
Lastly pipette 5 ml from the 500 ml into a vial, add reagent solution 1&2.
BASED ON AI, if SN is high purity color should show 3 PPM+ (imprecise, method written by AI)
Alternative 2 Blood:
Stir SN into blood, if blood turns brown SN has high purity (imprecise, can't measure how high)
Because both method are inaccurate, it is strongly advised to just use strip test if money and situation are not a problem
In my case, if I go to a CTB testing site, I'll need to know in advance whether the SN I purchased is compatible. Since I can't do a rapid test at home—because I don't have one—I'll have to take a blood test. Do you think a positive blood test result and the information from the seller are sufficient to use the S?
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
260
In my case, if I go to a CTB testing site, I'll need to know in advance whether the SN I purchased is compatible. Since I can't do a rapid test at home—because I don't have one—I'll have to take a blood test. Do you think a positive blood test result and the information from the seller are sufficient to use the S?
Maybe, blood test are known to be less accurate though. Also i'm no expert, i'm just following guides from this forum and using AI
 
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tinyfox

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Maybe, blood test are known to be less accurate though. Also i'm no expert, i'm just following guides from this forum and using AI
OK. Thanks. One more question. If I use this SN and it turns out to be compromised and isn't enough to CTB, will I cause myself any harm by doing this?
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
260
OK. Thanks. One more question. If I use this SN and it turns out to be compromised and isn't enough to CTB, will I cause myself any harm by doing this?
Yes but i haven't heard of permanent damage. So far user reports are intense vomitting and diarrhea.
 
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Yes but i haven't heard of permanent damage. So far user reports are intense vomitting and diarrhea.
Thanks. Vomiting and diarrhea aren't that bad. The main thing is that I can get by without calling an ambulance. I don't want to end up in a psychiatric hospital...
 
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