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Sr Red

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Nov 10, 2024
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Regardless of whether it's a better or worse option, I have no other choice. If I take 30 5mg diazepam pills and try to cut my carotid artery, will I die, or will I be too tired to do it after taking those 30 pills? And if I swallow a bottle cap and cut my throat, will I die? Regardless of the suffering, all I care about is dying. I don't have many options, that's why I'm telling you this. Which do you think is better: cutting the bottle cap, swallowing the pills, or taking the cutting pills? Or both three combined?
 
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Aug 30, 2025
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None. ODs have pathetically low mortality rate and it's pretty much impossible to cut your carotids because of SI even after you take benzos. Look for another method. If you have literally nothing with you you can atleast try reading how partial works because you only need a scarf/belt to do it.
 
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Mattew

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i was thinking about taking all the xan i have and then hanging my self with a rope. bro cutting your throat i think is the most painful way to do it, i mean you suffered a lot for being here writing on this forum, why do u choose a painful death?
 
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tooafraidtodiez

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Apr 29, 2026
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Regardless of whether it's a better or worse option, I have no other choice. If I take 30 5mg diazepam pills and try to cut my carotid artery, will I die, or will I be too tired to do it after taking those 30 pills? And if I swallow a bottle cap and cut my throat, will I die? Regardless of the suffering, all I care about is dying. I don't have many options, that's why I'm telling you this. Which do you think is better: cutting the bottle cap, swallowing the pills, or taking the cutting pills? Or both three combined?
Might as well reconsider if this is your way. Keep going through life might be less painful than having to do this although idk what your problems are.
 
somethingisntreal

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The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
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Just saw your other threads - why are you hellbent on snipping your carotids? As many people have said earlier, its not feasible. There are better and easier methods out there, why do you chose the most painful and hardest one? If you attempt it you'll just end up panicking and calling emergency services. Humans can't just cut their own throats that easily, dude. Brain literally won't allow it unless you're in a state of psychosis or something similar.
 
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k1dd0

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Apr 23, 2026
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I have a permanent scar on my neck from trying to cut through my carotid from years ago. Turns out its really hard to cut through skin and tissue like that.

I felt really stupid and had to pass off the injury as "clipping myself with the car door" for weeks because that's how pathetic it looked.
 
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Sr Red

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Nov 10, 2024
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Despite everything, does anyone know step by step how it should be done? Thanks
 

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