My time has come

[Fadingstrength]

Hello guys. Today I'm cbt by sn protocol. 23:00 paracetamol
23:15 Antiematic (still not acquired)
00:00 SN drink 25gm with 100ml water

Will keep you guys posted. let me know if anything can we improved.

 

[eternalpace]

I hope you find the peace that you're seeking.

 

[itsgone2]

@Fadingstrength what time is it for you now?

 

[PotentiallyWasted]

I hope everything goes 100% perfectly. I'm not educated on the method itself but I trust that if you've done your homework everything will be A-ok.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you peace

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you good luck on your journey

 

[woodlandcreature]

i hope you find peace

 

[Macedonian1987]

I hope you find the peace that you were looking for and be rid of all the pain that sadness. Let me give you a small advice, don't attempt it without meto. It's easy to obtain. Just lie to your doctor that you have a nauseating migraine. If your doctor doesn't prescribe meto, go to a different doctor. I went to a private practitioner, it was expensive yes, but he prescribed it to me.

 

[EmptyBottle]

sending hugs from Australia

 

[Fadingstrength]

Thank you everyone from bottom of my heart for you kind words. it is 19:20 here. I've fasted for 24 hrs and obtained antiematic - ondansetron 4 mg. i think 2 might do the trick. Slowly getting my affairs in order. Will keep it posted till the end.

 

[EmptyBottle]

gn and goodbye :3

 

[itsgone2]

Thank you everyone from bottom of my heart for you kind words. it is 19:20 here. I've fasted for 24 hrs and obtained antiematic - ondansetron 4 mg. i think 2 might do the trick. Slowly getting my affairs in order. Will keep it posted till the end.

Just checking in, how are you doing?

 

[Fadingstrength]

started painkiller-23:03.. preparing sn mix on the side 25g 100 ml water

 

[itsgone2]

started painkiller-23:03.. preparing sn mix on the side 25g 100 ml water

How are you feeling?

 

[Fadingstrength]

How are you feeling?

It might sound weird but.. im actually very relaxed and calm
i taste small drop of sn.. tastes like regular salt
Going in with Antiemetics 2 tablets
its 23:19
SN mix is ready - almost look clear with slight yellow colour

 

[itsgone2]

It might sound weird but.. im actually very relaxed and calm
i taste small drop of sn.. tastes like regular salt
Going in with Antiemetics 2 tablets
its 23:19
SN mix is ready - almost look clear with slight yellow colour

It seems relaxing, just having to drink something.

 

[Fadingstrength]

yea

It seems relaxing, just having to drink something.

yea it is lol.. my last idea was to ctb from train and jumping of building.. i pulled back multiple attempts being nervous... compared to that this is way better

prepared 3 just in case
Thank you for being with me till now @itsgone2.
and @darksouls. Dark souls 3 is easily my 2nd favourite game.. first is sekiro for me lol.. imma sucker that perfect deflection sound

 

[itsgone2]

yea

yea it is lol.. my last idea was to ctb from train and jumping of building.. i pulled back multiple attempts being nervous... compared to that this is way better
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prepared 3 just in case
Thank you for being with me till now @itsgone2.
and @darksouls. Dark souls 3 is easily my 2nd favourite game.. first is sekiro for me lol.. imma sucker that perfect deflection sound

You don't have a story on this site. You want to share anything? We don't even know what you're going through. You don't have to of course.

 

[Fadingstrength]

My story is like everyone else in this site brother ... defeated by others and my mental health. My fight ends today. I genuinely hope everyone on this site find help or peace that is deserved for themselves.
in 5 more mins i think I'll drink
i think I'll listen to some music
my mind is filled with memories of my family and friends

 

[Macedonian1987]

My story is like everyone else in this site brother ... defeated by others and my mental health. My fight ends today. I genuinely hope everyone on this site find help or peace that is deserved for themselves.
in 5 more mins i think I'll drink

I hope and wish that you are finally free from whatever was tormenting you... chronic pain, depression, sadness... I hope you wake up in a much better world than this one. A world with no pain or suffering of any kind. I will be taking my SN too in a year or two.

 

[rahuldha]

Hello guys. Today I'm cbt by sn protocol. 23:00 paracetamol
23:15 Antiematic (still not acquired)
00:00 SN drink 25gm with 100ml water

Will keep you guys posted. let me know if anything can we improved.

What is sn drink??

 

[Irisse]

I hope your departure is as peaceful and painless as possible.

 

[rahuldha]

I hope and wish that you are finally free from whatever was tormenting you... chronic pain, depression, sadness... I hope you wake up in a much better world than this one. A world with no pain or suffering of any kind. I will be taking my SN too in a year or two.

Plz help me new here

 

[rs929]

Remember it's fine if you change your mind, no shame in it. Otherwise wish you a peaceful journey

 

[DeadInsideUnicorn]

Hope you'll find your peace

 

[Fadingstrength]

23:55 consumed sn
taste like sea 10x

 

[NoHorizon]

Sorry life brought you to this point, but I'm glad you're feeling OK in your last moments. Sending you love.

 

[Fadingstrength]

back throat feels wierd

 

[idiotmother]

Good luck to you, rest easy.

 

[Fadingstrength]

elevated heartbeat
i hope this is informative fo others
I thinks this is it guys.. I'm gonna lie down
if i don't come here after 10 mins pls tell mod to archive my account