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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
201
Hope you are well, I'm also hoping to leave soon with sn ❤️‍🩹
 
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sla_porra22

I love cats and I hate my existence
Nov 5, 2024
40
I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.
That sounds good, bro. Good luck
 
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nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
89
Hope you're still doing well. I'm still contemplating myself. 🤍
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
80
How would we REALLY know especially if they were successful in CTB? I'm not disagreeing with you... My method of choice is sn if I could figure out how and where to buy it.
I didn't feel any pain at all when I tried it, except for a headache that I got after
 

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