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hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
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i can still feel their hands all over my body, pushing me down a force greater than my body weight. strapping me to the bed, stabbing me with unknown chemicals, drifting in and out of conciousness, forcing me to be out of control of my own autonomy. putting me in strange rooms that look like huge, metal lockboxes. leaving me with no explanation. i can still feel everything
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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I hope you are able to heal. God bless. ❤️‍🩹
 
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Feb 23, 2026
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I had similar experience as yours, and the sad thing is that the traumatic feelings of that event wont go away anytime soon.

I always wonder how those acts of violent coersion can be illegal. Where are you from for such form of hopitalization acceptable?
 

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