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iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
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It was Mother's Day in the us today and I saw every single person ever post on their Instagram stories about their moms, sharing nice pictures and the like. It makes me so jealous man, I'd do anything to have even a neutral relationship with her. Last time I talked to her she just insulted me and told me to fuck off lol. No matter what I've done in my life I could never get her to like me. Seeing people with normal, let alone positive relationships with their parents just makes me so unfathomably jealous. Sucks how it's pure luck.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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Pleas try to not look at social media any more tonight. Mother's Day can be tough. I hear you.
 
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itsgone2

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Same. I've only seen one pic but it made me so sad. I've made mistakes too but having a mom turn their back on you is awful.
 
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iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
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Same. I've only seen one pic but it made me so sad. I've made mistakes too but having a mom turn their back on you is awful.
it's sad especially because I always remember being a little kid and her yelling at me. Like was I that annoying of a toddler? I don't even know what to think anymore man
 
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Defatigatis

Defatigatis

And at my funeral, i didn't see you there..
Aug 16, 2022
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I can relate. Tho in my case, I no longer have a mother has been 11 years... 😔
 
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simple solution

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May 8, 2026
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It was Mother's Day in the us today and I saw every single person ever post on their Instagram stories about their moms, sharing nice pictures and the like. It makes me so jealous man, I'd do anything to have even a neutral relationship with her. Last time I talked to her she just insulted me and told me to fuck off lol. No matter what I've done in my life I could never get her to like me. Seeing people with normal, let alone positive relationships with their parents just makes me so unfathomably jealous. Sucks how it's pure luck.
Ignore social media for a while.
 
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