Venting mothers, am i right?

[deeprootdisease]

my mother told me if i ctb'ed, she would also go too.
once upon a time, that motivated me to not try, i didn't want someone else suffering that much because of me. but now, it only makes me want to ctb even more.
i want to see her crying at my funeral, saying how much she loved me and how she did everything in her power to help me, being the only one that knows it's a damn lie. i hope she suffers, i hope she cries, i hope she never forgets how she treated me.
i hope all my family remembers the tragedy of my life and death forever.

 

[needtodienow]

Yr mother sounds horrible . I'm so sorry. Hugs

 

[gottagorightnow]

Truly I feel this. My mother can sure put on a fucking act but when I have to go to the hospital for emergencies suddenly she's "just about to go to sleep" and can't be bothered. I hate how much our mothers can fuck us up. I wish I was just indifferent but years of therapy and I still wish she'd just be a normal, caring, loving mother

 

[badtoad12314]

I can understand feeling that way... though for myself Id rather no one cry or even care if i decide to pass. Eventhough my parents have done horrible things and heck are probably responsible for 90% of the things i constantly say to myself. it might be toolate because i really and truly believe im a horrible person no one would miss. Gosh i tried so hard and it was never enough for them and they would be so hypocritical. yuck

 

[Front Back]

It's rather funny how Mothers seems to be the on top when it comes to Motivation wether doing CTB or Surviving.

 

[starboy2k]

I hate how, as a society, we can take abusive fathers at face value, but when we start to talk about how abusive mothers can be, suddenly a plethora of excuses are made for them.

 

[6486159051]

Sometimes I meet my other people's mothers and I'm mindblown by how much they respect their kids. Mine doesn't see me as a human!