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Leonszabs

Leonszabs

Fortnite Expert
Aug 12, 2025
53
Hi everyone, I'm a 23 year old trans guy who loves playing Fortnite and drinking sweet tea. Currently studying zoology and I love to write as well. I'm from the US and I have some mental disorders, but I take one day at a time.
 
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renaxx

renaxx

ㅠㅅㅠ
Jul 30, 2025
11
Hi, I'm 18F
I enjoy listening to music and reading books. I also really love cats.
I'm not a native speaker, but I can speak some english and have a translator.
I recently found this site and I'm looking for someone to chat with. If anyone wants to talk, feel free to PM me.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
90
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Hi I'm 23 f UK, I have autism and BPD,
I have tried recovery many times and things just get worse for me not better so I do plan to ctb (no date planned as of yet)

I'm happy to make friends for the time I will be here
My hobbies used to be fine arts but lately nothing is interesting me.
I'm a good listener and ear for venting, nice to meet you all ❤️
Do you have discord
 
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Tattz66

Tattz66

Member
Aug 10, 2025
24
Hi everyone, im Matt and im 27 from UK. From next week I won't be here anymore so im looking to connect with people from all over. I like watching Horrors, being out in nature (the woods are my favourite,) going to the gym and getting tattoos. Hmu :)
 
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suicidalbnuy

Member
Jun 17, 2025
10
I'm Andrea, 24, trans. I'm from Mexico. I just want someone to talk to. We can talk about anything. I'm really depressed, and I don't have any real friends. Want someone to listen to and to be listened to. I've been feeling really bad lately. Finally I'm able to receive and send messages.
 
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Lily6759

Lily6759

Suicidal Sadist
Apr 23, 2025
31
Hi, I'm Lily 22 transfem.
I don't have a lot of interests, games ig.
I love talking with people, but I'm also extremely socially awkward (im a bit better online than i am irl) but typically I'm shy.
I live in NZ, which seems rare on this thread recently.
I have pretty heavy anxiety, depression and bpd.
It would be cool to hear from some people
 
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starinthesky

starinthesky

mouse
Aug 13, 2025
31
Hey, I'm Maja, 23 mtf from Sweden.

It's been a long while since I tried connecting with people so pardon if I am skittish or awkward.

I like arts and crafts (writing, sewing especially), model sculpting, movies and astronomy. I play video games too but have been trying to cut down on that.

I'm up at very cursed and unconventional times for my timezone due to severe sleep issues.

I'm up for talking about anything!
 
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EdwardSharpeh

EdwardSharpeh

New Member
Aug 15, 2025
1
28M European, mentally healthy just too poor to ever be happy. Spent the last 10 years like Oldboy locked up in my apartment, partially for political reasons, mostly knowing that I could only ever attract negative attention if any at all. The internet is the only place where I can participate on an even footing with anyone who matches my wits and experiences. Just realized that even i had the first bit of sudden success I always strived for, I could not change whom I did degenerate to as an individual in the past decade.
I am very familar with digital media of any kind, most dark places on the interwebs, messenger services and social media platforms and especially video games. LF other NEETs & Doomers to spend times with, preferably around the early day GMT+4
 
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Bruce

Bruce

Mage
Sep 22, 2023
593
Hmm.. I'll go as well. 42 M Ro. Very few aged people here. Not sure if that makes me a survivor or an idiot for not ending it already.

Anyway, a few things about me: I like sports, games, movies, music, books and animals (not necessarily in that order). I'm constantly trying to isolate myself from society but not by staying inside but by spending time as far away as possible from them. I like to get outside and spend as much time in nature as possible. It would be nice to connect with someone open-minded, someone closer to my age and maybe from the area as well.
 
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ultradespair

ultradespair

Shut-in
Jul 25, 2025
47
22 M from Europe
Shut-in for the past 5+ years
Would like to make non-judgemental friends that have similar interests/lives. Id say im very accepting of everyone :heart:
My favourite things are: various Videogames (especially MMOs), Animals (cats!!!) and Music
Id love to hear about your hyperfixations/interests! But very open to talking about all kinds of topics.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Arcanist
May 20, 2025
480
Hmm.. I'll go as well. 42 M Ro. Very few aged people here. Not sure if that makes me a survivor or an idiot for not ending it already.

Anyway, a few things about me: I like sports, games, movies, music, books and animals (not necessarily in that order). I'm constantly trying to isolate myself from society but not by staying inside but by spending time as far away as possible from them. I like to get outside and spend as much time in nature as possible. It would be nice to connect with someone open-minded, someone closer to my age and maybe from the area as well.
Hey Bruce, you are not alone. I've got a couple decades on you. I also do a lot of outside activities. I'm not alone though, I have The Lunatic to keep me company.
She is a great partner, never complains and is up for anything.
PXL 20240102 190936403
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Just why?
Aug 13, 2025
10
Hmm.. I'll go as well. 42 M Ro. Very few aged people here. Not sure if that makes me a survivor or an idiot for not ending it already.

Anyway, a few things about me: I like sports, games, movies, music, books and animals (not necessarily in that order). I'm constantly trying to isolate myself from society but not by staying inside but by spending time as far away as possible from them. I like to get outside and spend as much time in nature as possible. It would be nice to connect with someone open-minded, someone closer to my age and maybe from the area as well.
Hi Bruce,

I have 15 years on you and do loads of outdoor activities. I love rock climbing and sailing (which makes me familiar handiling rooes, rigging and tying knots if you get my drift)

Not saying I am a survivor but I have had 50 of dark thoughts since my teens and had one attempted hanging a few weeks ago when it felt like all hope was lost.
 
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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
134
My mental health hit a record low as of late so I feel a deep need to talk. DMs are open.

I'm 18M, Argentina, I love bitching and moaning about life. I'm socially awkward but I try my best. I don't judge and I feel like I'm a good listener. I like philosophy and ethics, videogames, EDM, non-fiction books, some anime but tbh only Dragon Ball, Hunter x Hunter and Death Note.
 
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Slimprofessional010

Slimprofessional010

Member
Jul 29, 2025
44
Hello, I'm looking for friends. I'm 19 Years old, I like to talk and I'm clingy. I really only have friends from here and I would like to get to know you and keep communicating. Please be my friend. I have PTSD, depression, ADHD, ADD and seasonal affective disorder.
 
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Done_with_the_world

I don’t know if I want to die or run away.
Oct 16, 2024
22
Hi, I'm a 25 year old female from Canada with BPD, ADHD, depression and psychotic symptoms. I have wanted to die since I was 12 and don't know why I keep holding on. Living is painful for me and I currently hate my living situation and life in general. I'm probably going to look at a nice selection of ropes tonight. In case things get too much.

Anyway, I enjoy all things horror, metal, classical and rock music, playing piano, physics, writing, drawing, hiking, being alone, puzzles and mysteries, reading, philosophy, sharks, history, hurting myself, stars and nighttime, the Puzzle and chaos: frozen castle game, rain, swimming and travelling. If any of that interests you, please feel free to try and dm me.
 
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aria_of_a_dream

aria_of_a_dream

Member
Aug 16, 2025
9
Hi, I'm a 25 year old female from Canada with BPD, ADHD, depression and psychotic symptoms. I have wanted to die since I was 12 and don't know why I keep holding on. Living is painful for me and I currently hate my living situation and life in general. I'm probably going to look at a nice selection of ropes tonight. In case things get too much.

Anyway, I enjoy all things horror, metal, classical and rock music, playing piano, physics, writing, drawing, hiking, being alone, puzzles and mysteries, reading, philosophy, sharks, history, hurting myself, stars and nighttime, the Puzzle and chaos: frozen castle game, rain, swimming and travelling. If any of that interests you, please feel free to try and dm me.
I would dm you but I just joined and can't figure out how to. DM me if you feel like it. I'm also from Canada
 
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
767
25M - United States

If you are currently planning to ctb, please do not reach out to me. I cannot handle losing someone I have gotten close to.

I have depression and anxiety. I really would like to recover, though I am a bit skeptical that I will. I was in therapy for a really long time, and tried everything from hospitalizations to ECT. I ended up giving up on that though when they told me I'd probably always feel like this and should consider long-term hospitalization. I decided to do this because I wanted to try to live a normal life for as long as I could. However, this has been very painful.

I enjoy watching anime. Some of my favorites are A Silent Voice, Shinsekai Yori (which is also my favorite book), and the Heaven's Feel films.

I can be quite sad and melancholy, and tend to be skeptical about positive possibilities when I feel negatively about myself. I'm also not really the best at talking to people so I may come off as a little bit awkward.

If you would like to chat with me, please send me a message. My profile is also open so feel free to look over some of my posts if you would like to learn a little bit more about me.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
90
I'm still here... My discord is still stink144 if anyone wanna talk. I'm in my 20s, female, autistic, sex repulsed (so I am not interested in romantic relationships or hearing about yours) and like playing Roblox a lot especially recently the game called 99 nights in the forest! I need someone to send Roblox pics to !
Also I'm from POLAND. I hope mods don't mind me posting here again and again
 
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