Help Looking for suicidal friends or support network

[ReaperSeeker]

Hi everyone, I've been suicidal my whole life. I've had a lot of sadness and hardships. Sadly most people don't want to hear about these hardships and the results end up in abandonment which causes further trauma and suicidal tendencies.

I'm here hoping to find friends or a support network that we can talk privately preferably off the platform about our troubles and when that feel of suicide hits. Maybe we can find some sort of solace in each other.

I've grown very tired of living in constant suffering and abandonment. I just want it all to finally end.

 

[elenaboo25]

Are you looking for somebody to talk you out of it or the opposite?

 

[ReaperSeeker]

Mostly just looking to find a friend that understands and will stay and won't shame. So if we call this friend one of those days when you're having a crisis and you say "I want to die, I can't take it no more!", they can be there and say "I'm here, tell me what hurts, why you feel this way? I'll do everything in my power to help find a way". No shaming, no wards, no ambulances, just a true genuine friend. It's the loneliness that makes me suicidal. I don't want just a one time person trying to just say "don't do it" and that be the end of their involvement. But someone that shows me that we will go together in the hardships so maybe we don't need to want to do it anymore because now we found someone that will help us figure out the issues. Many times suicide is seeked out because we don't find solutions to our problems no matter where we look and then to have to face it all alone is disheartening. But if someone can be beside me and say, if we need to cry we will cry together, if we need to vent we will vent together, but we no longer have to face any problem alone and we will try different things together.