Venting Life simply isn't going the way I'd like

[WallTermite]

I'm losing motivation by the day, and I'm not getting younger either. I wish I was smarter, lived in a different country, and didn't deal with anxiety and suicidal thoughts any time something minuscule happens.

Life is just shit when you can't even "self-improve" because you know that won't lead anywhere. I appreciate my family helping me, but I also despise them for bringing me here. I wish I could live alone so I could finally ctb. This is just prison with extra steps.

If there was a switch to insta-kill me I would press it a million times over. Life is so stupid.

 

[Feldsparc]

Which country are you from

 

[Front Back]

lived in a different country

God I hate me government too, My dreams being shatters cause bunch of old retards care about themselves. but me people also sucks. Life is indeed stupid for us