I've accepted it

[k.mihaaa]

I've accepted the fact that no matter what I do, no matter who I'll be with, no matter where I'll be I still won't have any true and significant connection.
I've learned that hoping for that much is too much of a high standard.
No one will look at me and see me, without any etiquette. There's no hope.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

What makes you feel that way? Just because the people around you are difficult to connect with, it doesn't mean everyone you'll ever meet will be like that. They aren't exactly easy to find, but nice people that will like and appreciate you for who you are definitely do exist.

 

[byec560]

I connect with you insofar as I'm in the same boat. I wake up, I smile, I act energetic, but I know deep down no matter how helpful I am or what I do I'll never be truly loved or missed. It's a rough feeling.

 

[Dinorun]

I've accepted the fact that no matter what I do, no matter who I'll be with, no matter where I'll be I still won't have any true and significant connection.
I've learned that hoping for that much is too much of a high standard.
No one will look at me and see me, without any etiquette. There's no hope.

I connect with you insofar as I'm in the same boat. I wake up, I smile, I act energetic, but I know deep down no matter how helpful I am or what I do I'll never be truly loved or missed. It's a rough feeling.

I was on the same boat the weight of never being loved or choosen is so heavy it's literally crashing the soul and tints everything with a thick layer of dullness and pain

But after life where I spent my entire youth hurting and hiding playing computer games from after school until I went to sleep I knew I was unloveable and convinced myself I did something wrong in past life and my existence is punishment for it until
I found someone who for some reason chooses me every day and we are glued

Life can surprise you out of nowhere no matter how chanceless it looks now
I know it's hard because life presented you only evidence that go against you but try to not think in absulute truths, it's not "ill never be loved" or "ill never have a true significant connection" it's more of a I didn't meet that person I connect with that way yet
Remember you need to meet just one right person
And I'm sure there's someone out there that thinks the same way as you looking for the same connection.

And last thing I'll say is please focus on the beauty of life because if you don't find anything that makes you happy single after the novelty of a relationship dries a bit you will go back to the same kind of thinking it won't hurt as much but still give you pain

 

[calebzz1]

I've accepted the fact that no matter what I do, no matter who I'll be with, no matter where I'll be I still won't have any true and significant connection.
I've learned that hoping for that much is too much of a high standard.
No one will look at me and see me, without any etiquette. There's no hope.

I understand how you feel.

My advice is to be content being alone and not to aggressively pursue connection when it isn't there.