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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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I once made a post about this but I still can't believe that there is no better way to commit suicide than all the methods listed around here.

Not to sound corny but we literally live on a floating rock with a universe that infinitely expands and all this crazy shit, you're telling me there is NO EASY WAY to painlessly die? SERIOUSLY???

I know this is true but I just can't believe it, humans have discovered so many things and we have a lot of stupid instincts to survive so there has got to be one somehow that allows us to die(maybe evolutionarily it could be to avoid more pain or suffering/being attacked by something, idk). Wouldn't that make a lot of sense?

Guys I feel so hopeless please there has to be a better way everything sounds so painful and risky and complicated I just want peace someone please help
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

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technically there is, it's just not accessible.
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

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technically there is, it's just not accessible.
Euthanasia? In my other post about this someone replied saying it's not entirely painless or something and you can still suffer in your sleep and I was like WHAT?!??? That can't be
 
if_i_make_it

if_i_make_it

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Apr 30, 2026
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the body dying is never going to be an entirely comfortable process, And the reality is, we can't exactly ask people who've died what it felt like, You just have to make peace with minimizing pain and distress as much as possible. Death can also look more distressing than it actually is. Done correctly, though, it doesn't really matter.
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

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the body dying is never going to be an entirely comfortable process, And the reality is, we can't exactly ask people who've died what it felt like, You just have to make peace with minimizing pain and distress as much as possible. Death can also look more distressing than it actually is. Done correctly, though, it doesn't really matter.
It stresses me out too much, having anxiety as a suicidal person is the WORST you'll never go through with any of it out of fear
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
209
Euthanasia? In my other post about this someone replied saying it's not entirely painless or something and you can still suffer in your sleep and I was like WHAT?!??? That can't be
I was thinking of N but sure, euthanasia fits the bill too.
 
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m3nhera

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Nov 23, 2025
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I was thinking of N but sure, euthanasia fits the bill too.
Why is N so hard to access? I hear a lot of things but for every illegal drug in the world there is always SOMEONE selling it, I am appalled that N is apparently unattainable. I've even heard that it's not even made anymore and anyone who claims to sell it is a scammer.
 
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Because the reality of it is that the main purpose for all life is to be fruitful and multiple. We are made to live and procreate. We're not meant to end ourselves. That's why it's so difficult. I mean of course a 🔫 is the quickest, easiest way, but it still has it's downsides (fear, messy, small chance of botching it etc). I wish so bad I could just lay down on a bed and have a dr euthanize me painlessly. I'm sure as the years go by, it will be more widespread. But not anytime soon.
 
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m3nhera

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Nov 23, 2025
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Because the reality of it is that the main purpose for all life is to be fruitful and multiple. We are made to live and procreate. We're not meant to end ourselves. That's why it's so difficult. I mean of course a 🔫 is the quickest, easiest way, but it still has it's downsides (fear, messy, small chance of botching it etc). I wish so bad I could just lay down on a bed and have a dr euthanize me painlessly. I'm sure as the years go by, it will be more widespread. But not anytime soon.
There is a ridiculous amount of suicidal people considering the phrase "we're not meant to end ourselves". It seems to be otherwise, if we really weren't, surely the brain would have something in place to prevent people from getting so ridiculously depressed to begin with??? Millions die by suicide every year, I find it hard to believe we are all meant to live as sad as that sounds. And I agree with you at the end somewhat, I could only hope for that but that's the thing, if I have to wait years for it to become accessible, why even bother? That's way too long, that's like quitting when you were already forced to complete a majority of a game, you might as well finish it.
 
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I once made a post about this but I still can't believe that there is no better way to commit suicide than all the methods listed around here.

Not to sound corny but we literally live on a floating rock with a universe that infinitely expands and all this crazy shit, you're telling me there is NO EASY WAY to painlessly die? SERIOUSLY???

I know this is true but I just can't believe it, humans have discovered so many things and we have a lot of stupid instincts to survive so there has got to be one somehow that allows us to die(maybe evolutionarily it could be to avoid more pain or suffering/being attacked by something, idk). Wouldn't that make a lot of sense?

Guys I feel so hopeless please there has to be a better way everything sounds so painful and risky and complicated I just want peace someone please help
Read from the complete manual of suicide that hanging is painless
 
iCryInMySecretSpot

iCryInMySecretSpot

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Apr 24, 2026
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i am aware of a very accessible method to easily die without having to touch your body but im scared of making a post
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,355
N Nembutal is painless

and imo rifle or shotgun or powerful handgun to the head instantly destroys the brain before it can process pain
 
Bybye

Bybye

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Sep 24, 2023
33
They dare call us cowards, too. Like facing this takes anything other than bravery.


i am aware of a very accessible method to easily die without having to touch your body but im scared of making a post
Can't we have a hint?
I can only imagine you're talking about saying something so horribly blasphemous a priest will come out of his church and shoot you in the head. Maybe if you're so offensive that it reaches whichever god actually exists, it'll be The Mighty One himself coming down to smite you.
 
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They dare call us cowards, too. Like facing this takes anything other than bravery.



Can't we have a hint?
I can only imagine you're talking about saying something so horribly blasphemous a priest will come out of his church and shoot you in the head. Maybe if you're so offensive that it reaches whichever god actually exists, it'll be The Mighty One himself coming down to smite you.
it involves combining common cleaning products? it has been posted about before, but no one has made a detailed thread.
 
Bybye

Bybye

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Sep 24, 2023
33
it involves combining common cleaning products? it has been posted about before, but no one has made a detailed thread.
I think I've found the one. A chemical popular in movies, maybe?

Not much info to be found online (at least with a quick search, it's kind of late) but they stopped using the chemical because it's hard to tell which dose is lethal and which one will just leave you with organ damage. I understand why no one might've made a detailed thread... (if we're talking about the same thing, that is).
 
m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
441
Read from the complete manual of suicide that hanging is painless
Painless only if done correctly, I am such a fuckup and I don't even say that out of self hatred but it's the truth, I would probably mess it up. Also normal hanging isn't even accessible to me, thinking about partial but heard that's harder and also worried the anchor point won't support my weight.
 
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