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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
833
I'm so sorry for being so selfish and talking about me so much the last few days. I just need to write this. I am just struggling so bad but I just realised I'm out of control I can't cope that's why I'm expressing myself so much I feel. No wonder some people didn't txt back I am horrible and i don't deserve anyone to help me I deserve to suffer. I rang a suicide helpline they just made me feel worse. At the end of the day I'm alone in this world and need to deal with it. I'm so scared and In so much trouble. I know he is out to get me now. I'm so dumb..

Why does this stupid life have to be so hard. Is peace even a possibility anymore in my world

And on I go talking about me again ugh I'm so sorry 😞 I hang my head in shame for being so selfish
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Wizard
Mar 15, 2025
677
I doubt anyone here thinks you're selfish. We might be suicidal but we're caring souls. We're all in torment in our own special corners of hell, which somehow makes us able to share in the pains of others more readily, I think.
 
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ReincarnatedGibbon

ReincarnatedGibbon

seed-sower
May 25, 2025
14
if venting about life is wrong, i think 99% of people on here are selfish assholes.
you're not selfish for wanting to be heard, that's just a basic human need. this is an online forum, so if anyone doesn't have the energy to respond to or read your posts, they will just click off. The people who respond do so because they think you deserve it, which you do. No one should be living in your situation, but stay strong. Use this site to vent and get a bit of support<3
In my experience, sometimes it feels better when strangers acknowledge your pain. Makes it feel like your reaction is justified.
I'm rambling a bit. The point is: You're not a burden (especially to anyone on here), and you deserve to be listened to and supported.
Love, Gibbon:)
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Specialist
May 20, 2025
339
You are not selfish, horrible, or dumb for needing to vent. Sometimes life just gets so hard.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
586
Bro if ya need to vent, vent. You have the same right as anyone here and if you have no one to talk about then whats stopping you.


You dont have to feel guolty beacuse of this at all, you have a right to be listened and be heard.


Best of wishes! ♡

Ps- i havent read what you wrote but still your feelings are valid
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
833
Thanks everyone y'all have made me feel so much better

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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Specialist
May 20, 2025
339
I'm glad you are feeling better today. Feel free to reach out to me if you want to talk
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
438
It's fine to vent here, 90% of my posts here are about myself too lol.
 
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nonameno5

nonameno5

got bitten fingernails and a head full of the past
May 21, 2025
30
dont feel bad for expressing your thoughts. dont feel bad for venting. we want to hear eachothers voices. we all want to be heard. people go here to talk about themselves and help others. most of the posts on this website ARE vents.

dont feel bad for using the forum for how its meant to be used. venting is a category for a reason!!!

the people on here are not being burdened by your vents at all. never. thats what we're here for. atleast i want to try and support others. i want to acknowledge others struggles and help make them feel heard.

you are not being a burden. you are not selfish. you deserve to be heard and supported.
 
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