I'm getting kicked out

[SalamiAintThatGood]

Sometimes you just that little tiny bit of motivation and I've finally found mine! My parents are kicking my ass out and yeah it's the perfect time to say goodbye to life

 

[vascomorrow]

Sometimes you just that little tiny bit of motivation and I've finally found mine! My parents are kicking my ass out and yeah it's the perfect time to say goodbye to life

Why? Feel like talking about it?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

How old are you? Are you not equipped to get out on your own?

 

[fadedghost]

Sometimes you just that little tiny bit of motivation and I've finally found mine! My parents are kicking my ass out and yeah it's the perfect time to say goodbye to life

If your parents are kicking you out while you are depressed, you have terrible parents and if you decide to stay alive then once you are free of them life may be less bad. There are homeless shelters and may be resources to help. I'm so sorry, this is terrible.

 

[ilovenewyork]

Could be a blessing in disguise.

 

[death over slavery]

I'm so sorry about your situation. I couldn't blame you though; if I was in a threat of getting kicked out, I would rather ctb than for people to see me on the streets

 

[SalamiAintThatGood]

How old are you? Are you not equipped to get out on your own?

I'm legally over 18, which somehow makes the whole situation feel even more pathetic. Not that it really matters. In my head, 13 should have been the year I died, and everything has just gone downhill since then.
Anyway… yeah.
I made this thread on March 1st, and here's a small update: apparently I have one week to "fix my behavior" before getting kicked out for good.
But considering how they can explode over the smallest thing, let's just say I'm already screwed.
I have exactly 3.21€ ( $3.71) in my bank account, and my bank charges 1€ a month, so that's obviously not going to get me very far. Since the nightmare that is French administration won't allow me to work for whatever reason, I briefly considered side hustles like prostitution, both online and in real life. But I'm not mentally or physically built for that life. Honestly, I don't think anyone is.
If this weren't about me, I'd probably tell someone in my situation to reach out to social services, friends, or anyone who could help. And I do have friends who understand what's going on and even offered to let me stay with them. But I'd still feel like a burden—just shifting the problem from my parents onto someone else.
I think I might just take my things out myself, give them away, maybe sell some of them and treat myself to something small. Or maybe burn it all so it disappears before I do. After that, nothing will ever hurt again.
Though I'm probably being dramatic. I don't think I'll actually set myself on fire. I saved several threads, including a guide to partial hanging, so I'll probably try that instead. And if that doesn't work for whatever reason, I'll just try something else.
I don't know what it is about this thing called life, but I've never been good at it. Even the circumstances that led to my birth were just a tangled mess of bad decisions. It could have been avoided easily, but it wasn't. And now here we are. I am the biggest mistake of my mother's life so...
Yeah. I'll fix it I guess.

 

[Uncounted1846]

I was forced to move in with my "mom" (who I call by first name because she doesn't deserve to be called mom imo) after my neighbor pulled a gun on me and I no longer felt safe in my home.

She text me on Christmas to tell me I needed to get out of her house. She lived in a ~6,000 sq ft home with five bedrooms, but she made me sleep in the living room. It was five months of literal hell on Earth.

Since she kicked me out, I lost my contract job and I'm living in the middle of no where with no job prospects and no hope. But I at least have shelter for now. I was really close to CTB in her house, but I didn't want to give her any fuel for the pity party she will inevitably throw when I do CTB.

Long story short I understand how jarring and emotional it feels to hear "get out." I don't think that age makes that any easier realizing there's something about me that doesn't mesh with the one woman who's entirely responsible for my being here and she'd rather be alone than let me live with her while I figure out my next chapter.

If you want to chat please feel free to reach out via PM!

 

[SalamiAintThatGood]

I was forced to move in with my "mom" (who I call by first name because she doesn't deserve to be called mom imo) after my neighbor pulled a gun on me and I no longer felt safe in my home.

She text me on Christmas to tell me I needed to get out of her house. She lived in a ~6,000 sq ft home with five bedrooms, but she made me sleep in the living room. It was five months of literal hell on Earth.

Since she kicked me out, I lost my contract job and I'm living in the middle of no where with no job prospects and no hope. But I at least have shelter for now. I was really close to CTB in her house, but I didn't want to give her any fuel for the pity party she will inevitably throw when I do CTB.

Long story short I understand how jarring and emotional it feels to hear "get out." I don't think that age makes that any easier realizing there's something about me that doesn't mesh with the one woman who's entirely responsible for my being here and she'd rather be alone than let me live with her while I figure out my next chapter.

If you want to chat please feel free to reach out via PM!

Hey, yeah thank u 4 ur kind words, I'll text u

 

[SalamiAintThatGood]

I was forced to move in with my "mom" (who I call by first name because she doesn't deserve to be called mom imo) after my neighbor pulled a gun on me and I no longer felt safe in my home.

She text me on Christmas to tell me I needed to get out of her house. She lived in a ~6,000 sq ft home with five bedrooms, but she made me sleep in the living room. It was five months of literal hell on Earth.

Since she kicked me out, I lost my contract job and I'm living in the middle of no where with no job prospects and no hope. But I at least have shelter for now. I was really close to CTB in her house, but I didn't want to give her any fuel for the pity party she will inevitably throw when I do CTB.

Long story short I understand how jarring and emotional it feels to hear "get out." I don't think that age makes that any easier realizing there's something about me that doesn't mesh with the one woman who's entirely responsible for my being here and she'd rather be alone than let me live with her while I figure out my next chapter.

If you want to chat please feel free to reach out via PM!

Hey, did you get my message?

 

[redsendtend]

Sometimes you just that little tiny bit of motivation and I've finally found mine! My parents are kicking my ass out and yeah it's the perfect time to say goodbye to life

Could be a save honestly

 

[lysergamide]

Ma belle, si tu te fais virer de chez toi: première chose pars directement au CCAS de ta ville et demande à voir une asssistante sociale ou cherche à les appeler, essaye de voir si tu ne peux pas avoir une aide exceptionnelle monétaire au vu de ta situation:
Ils pourront te demander "si tes parents t'ont viré de chez toi, tu peux exiger d'eux une pension alimentaire", en fait ils vont les forcer à payer et toi t'auras de l'argent. Ça peut prendre du temps, je sais pas combien de temps faut voir avec l'assistante sociale.
Si tu veux pas passer par cette situation tu dis que t'as pas leur coordonnées, tu sais pas où ils vivent. Tu donne rien pour les identifier quitte à arranger l'histoire un peu (genre tu vivais chez une amie et elle t'a viré de la baraque tu payais rien t'avais pas de job, j'invente) . A ce moment ils verront si tu es éligible à une aide ponctuelle qui s'élèvent à au moins 1000 balles je pense, et avec ça essaye de voir si tu peux pas trouver une place en foyer de jeune travailleur, et cherche un job.
Si bien sûr tu veux pas CTB.