I'm a little afraid SN will hurt

[briardweller]

I can get over it if I need to but I just don't sit well with the feeling of being punished biologically as my last act on planet Earth. My entire life has been suffering and anguish, punished just for existing.. I just feel like it would fuck me up psychologically in those last moments in an ironic way that here I am, being punished again in a horrific way just for trying to free myself from this loop of pain. I don't have barbiturates or anything like this. I don't have the ability to obtain those things. I would have to just take 25 grams of SN in water. I've had mine for a year and went back and forth with it. I've considered trying to save up for a cheap pistol and eating a bullet, but you have to aim it perfectly to hit your own brainstem. And it's just ugly and violent, I would prefer not to do it like that. And I'm really broke and it's hard to save up. I'm getting so overwhelmed I feel like screaming and just throwing myself off a building.

 

[swan7o7]

I need help for someone to shoot me, alot of times in the head. I don't even have messaging ability yet I'm hoping I get it later today

 

[jakethesnake]

Stan's Guide to SN.

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I hear you. No antiemetic? Better to at least have that.

 

[SASU-KE]

I need help for someone to shoot me, alot of times in the head. I don't even have messaging ability yet I'm hoping I get it later today

I think I've seen you post in the partners thread. That threads been deleted I believe.

 

[PanaxMan]

I can get over it if I need to but I just don't sit well with the feeling of being punished biologically as my last act on planet Earth. My entire life has been suffering and anguish, punished just for existing.. I just feel like it would fuck me up psychologically in those last moments in an ironic way that here I am, being punished again in a horrific way just for trying to free myself from this loop of pain. I don't have barbiturates or anything like this. I don't have the ability to obtain those things. I would have to just take 25 grams of SN in water. I've had mine for a year and went back and forth with it. I've considered trying to save up for a cheap pistol and eating a bullet, but you have to aim it perfectly to hit your own brainstem. And it's just ugly and violent, I would prefer not to do it like that. And I'm really broke and it's hard to save up. I'm getting so overwhelmed I feel like screaming and just throwing myself off a building.

Well it'll hurt your stomach introducing the gag reflex so depends on you feel about that

 

[absolutethistime]

It might not be the most pleasant experience.
It'll work though.

"It is worth noting that some reports suggest there is a painful burning sensation upon consumption of SN and you are likely to vomit, this has led to the advice that one should make two servings in preparation in case the first is vomited. Even the PPH doesn't give SN a super high peacefulness rating in spite of the reported timeline, contrasted to Nembutal (barbituate) and Morphine (opioid)."
[Read more here]

 

[jakethesnake]

Stan's Guide to SN.

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[nights5467]

I need help for someone to shoot me, alot of times in the head. I don't even have messaging ability yet I'm hoping I get it later today

if only there was a way for suicidal people to seek out homicidal people to do the job for us dexter shouldn't be killing criminals he should be killing the suicidal damn it

 

[Daisy*]

if only there was a way for suicidal people to seek out homicidal people to do the job for us dexter shouldn't be killing criminals he should be killing the suicidal damn it

Okay this is brilliant, if only...

 

[purebliss]

if only there was a way for suicidal people to seek out homicidal people to do the job for us dexter shouldn't be killing criminals he should be killing the suicidal damn it

That would be one forum I would make sure to frequent every day.

A forum to meet people that want to kill and people that want to be killed.
With preferences and everything. Hell yeah

 

[gardenhouse]

That's why benzo is required to render u unconscious when sn is killing you.