I Taste Ingested Some SN

[vanillamilkshakes]

(I DO NOT ADVOCATE ANYONE TO DO THIS, DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT THIS IF YOU AREN'T READY TO ACCEPT CTB AS A CONSEQUENCE, DON'T BE AN IDIOT LIKE ME, READ THIS THREAD.

IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME IF I TRULY DIE FROM ATTEMPTING THIS.

I just taste ingested a truly tiny bit of SN, 2 parts, within 5 minutes of each other. (At most this adds up to a gram)

It's been about 30 minutes since I ingested the first part of SN, it tasted somewhat salty, though wasn't unbearable (it was also notably a little thick in texture)

Symptoms that first occurred were of course minor on the scale of how they'd feel if you ingested the recommended 25g, but I experienced burping that tasted somewhat chemically in nature, I also become slightly dazed (Chalk this up to the SN, or just human instinct, who knows) My heart beat also felt notably faster, stronger.

Upon drinking the second bit of SN, it tasted much saltier, and thicker (due to adding more into this one, to reach 1g) It's been about another 20 minutes since I did that, my legs have spasmed a few times (maybe from nerves) and my chest feels heavy, like a cat is sitting on it, or someone's resting their head on it. I've also let out a few more chemically tasting burps. However, my finger nails haven't darkened, I don't feel nauseous, my lips haven't darkened.

But I have so far experienced: Confusion, Burps, Fatigue, Lightheadedness, and SLIGHT shortness of breath.

I'm sorry if this is illiterate, I'm sure you understand under said circumstances I can't exactly write like Shakespeare :)

One thing I forgot to note, during cleaning up the packaging and cups after ingesting the first (sip) of SN, I became slightly confused. Know that feeling when you've lost your train of thought?

 

[Dontwant2Bhere]

... Are you still there? Hope you're doing alright.. Symptoms from small amounts like that take a while to build up, but can feel pretty not great, from what I've heard?

 

[BrokenByTheSystem]

But why did you do this? What were you trying to accomplish by testing it?

 

[eggsausagerice]

agree with @BrokenByTheSystem there are plenty of sn testing posts. i really don't know why people test their sn when they can just use aquarium nitrite strips or use their blood to see if it turns brown. it doesn't seem like there was a clear purpose behind testing your sn when you could take a larger amount if you wanted to attempt for real. it's not like it's fun to do.

 

[geepeedee]

any updates? this is gonna take a while.

 

[thelostautistic]

I really hope they're still here

 

[Topaz111]

agree with @BrokenByTheSystem there are plenty of sn testing posts. i really don't know why people test their sn when they can just use aquarium nitrite strips or use their blood to see if it turns brown. it doesn't seem like there was a clear purpose behind testing your sn when you could take a larger amount if you wanted to attempt for real. it's not like it's fun to do.

They probably do it to "see how it will feel like", to build up the courage, like people who put their head in the noose to get comfortable with it. This is a terrible idea of course and should never be done. I am only saying this is a possible explanation as to why people do it.

 

[thelostautistic]

They probably do it to "see how it will feel like", to build up the courage, like people who put their head in the noose to get comfortable with it. This is a terrible idea of course and should never be done. I am only saying this is a possible explanation as to why people do it.

This makes sense. If it wasn't so risky I'd probably do the same. I don't like doing anything blindly.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

... Are you still there? Hope you're doing alright.. Symptoms from small amounts like that take a while to build up, but can feel pretty not great, from what I've heard?

Ended up falling asleep only to wake up maybe an hour later, ran to the bathroom and threw up for the a good minute (mostly bile). I suppose my body flushed itself of the SN, I feel okay now.

But why did you do this? What were you trying to accomplish by testing it?

I suppose I was "dipping my toes in" to the whole SN experience, but you could also count it as an attempt I suppose, maybe I was trying to trick myself into thinking it was a test when it was more of a hopeful CTB.

any updates? this is gonna take a while.

Feeling OK now, spent the majority of the AM throwing up bile, so intensely my body was left shaking. (I'd only eaten a banana the entire day, so it's not like there was much to throw up.)

agree with @BrokenByTheSystem there are plenty of sn testing posts. i really don't know why people test their sn when they can just use aquarium nitrite strips or use their blood to see if it turns brown. it doesn't seem like there was a clear purpose behind testing your sn when you could take a larger amount if you wanted to attempt for real. it's not like it's fun to do.

I suppose I wanted first-hand experience, I realize it was a stupid idea, I was just entirely to depressed last night to care. But I'm feeling okay now... drinking some water and going on a walk.

The whole experience wasn't exactly unbearable... I only started throwing up around 2 (maybe more) hours after I ingested the SN? It's slightly scrambled in my brain. I also truly have no idea if I actually ingested a gram... maybe half. I'm pretty skinny (49KG) so this ended up hitting me pretty hard... though it wasn't exactly painful (only when I began to gag because there was nothing else to throw up.)

 

[Kanoh]

Even 1g can kill you. A man in my town died from eating a piece of meat that was cured with SN by an amateur sausage maker.

 

[Aflame5926]

oh shit. . . . . he is a lurker so maybe this is planned??????!!!!??????!?!?!?!

this also feels a bit like ragebait somehow tho.

sorry for my coldness

 

[SDB]

If I wet my finger and put in Sn powder and put that finger into my mouth is that enough to kill me? Kinda like sugar or something?

 

[Aflame5926]

If I wet my finger and put in Sn powder and put that finger into my mouth is that enough to kill me? Kinda like sugar or something?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-do-not-test-ingest-sn.201611/ . . . . . . . . .

 

[SDB]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-do-not-test-ingest-sn.201611/ . . . . . . . . .

Ok so even that little is bad

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

oh shit. . . . . he is a lurker so maybe this is planned??????!!!!??????!?!?!?!

this also feels a bit like ragebait somehow tho.

sorry for my coldness

Meaning me? This isn't rage bait either, I just wanted to document my experience. I know that taste testing your SN isn't at all recommended (hence the disclaimer I put into my post.)

If I wet my finger and put in Sn powder and put that finger into my mouth is that enough to kill me? Kinda like sugar or something?

Please don't do what I did unless you're OK with CTB being a consequence, I've added a disclaimer and linked said thread that discourages anyone from doing this.

 

[geepeedee]

glad you're ok op

 

[SDB]

Meaning me? This isn't rage bait either, I just wanted to document my experience. I know that taste testing your SN isn't at all recommended (hence the disclaimer I put into my post.)

Please don't do what I did unless you're OK with CTB being a consequence, I've added a disclaimer and linked said thread that discourages anyone from doing this.

Ok I understand I'm not sure how little is needed. I need to get measuring cups.

 

[eggsausagerice]

Ok I understand I'm not sure how little is needed.

don't taste test any amount of sn lol

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

An update 22 hours after I first ingested SN.

Felt OK today... I haven't thrown up in 18 hours, and I've been able to hold down all food and drink I've ingested since. My stomach does ache from dry heaving and throwing up bile though. Think this is the end of the entire "experience" if you want to ask me anything else, feel free to DM me :)

 

[Dontwant2Bhere]

Did you do it on an empty stomach?

 

[SDB]

An update 22 hours after I first ingested SN.

Felt OK today... I haven't thrown up in 18 hours, and I've been able to hold down all food and drink I've ingested since. My stomach does ache from dry heaving and throwing up bile though. Think this is the end of the entire "experience" if you want to ask me anything else, feel free to DM me :)

Do you intend to fully take it and CTB?

 

[WrathfulGloom32]

Did you do it on an empty stomach?

Probably not empty since they are not in the hospital as we speak.

More on why it's a bad idea to test ingest:
SN is not cynaide, it is the extremely concentrated mixture salt that kills when it's absorbed without being diluted into your blood flow, or at least that's how it makes sense to me.

This is why it's taken the way it's taken, with just enough water and on empty stomach to get it fully down in the tract. This is also emulated in test ingest since nobody is test ingesting 2 liters of water with 1 gram of SN dropped into it.

Therefore do not test ingest, you're not testing anything but basically attempting but with a very low dose (which can still kill you).

 

[Dontwant2Bhere]

Probably not empty since they are not in the hospital as we speak.

SN is not cynaide, it is the extremely concentrated mixture salt that kills.

This is why it's taken the way it's taken, with just enough water and on empty stomach to get it fully down in the tract.

They only took two grams. The reason I was asking was to find out if this was an attempt gone wrong (couldn't bring themselves to drink it) that they had meticulously prepared for, or if it was a pure impulse act.

 

[WrathfulGloom32]

They only took two grams. The reason I was asking was to find out if this was an attempt gone wrong (couldn't bring themselves to drink it) that they had meticulously prepared for, or if it was a pure impulse act.

Ah, I see.

 

[knowledgeseeking]

After dipping your toes in the water, does this feel like your method? Does kicking the intensity of the symptoms up around 250% sound like an experience you would be able to go through?

 

[CoKofi]

Where did you get SN? I'm in Canada. I tried to DM you but couldn't

 

[singingcrow]

agree with @BrokenByTheSystem there are plenty of sn testing posts. i really don't know why people test their sn when they can just use aquarium nitrite strips or use their blood to see if it turns brown. it doesn't seem like there was a clear purpose behind testing your sn when you could take a larger amount if you wanted to attempt for real. it's not like it's fun to do.

wdym by use your blood?

 

[eggsausagerice]

use your blood?

in vizzy's sn bible she showed how you can test sn (strips and blood sample). sn makes your blood thicken and turn brown when it's inside of you, so blood reacts the same when you prick your finger and see how blood interacts with a small spoon of sn. it's an easy way to check if it's usable.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

After dipping your toes in the water, does this feel like your method? Does kicking the intensity of the symptoms up around 250% sound like an experience you would be able to go through?

Honestly... yes, I'm happy to use this as my method. I know that if I take the suggested 25G, the symptoms will of course be MUCH faster, and more intense, but I was never in pain during this entire "experience", which is more than you could say for almost every other suicide method.

Where did you get SN? I'm in Canada. I tried to DM you but couldn't

DMC, in September 2024... however I'm not sure if it's still safe to order from him without having a welfare check.

Did you do it on an empty stomach?

Emptyish... I'd only eaten a banana and apple that day, but I didn't fast liquids.

Do you intend to fully take it and CTB?

It was more of an experiment, and fuck it situation. I only participated because I didn't mind if CTB was the result. So, maybe it's a half witted attempt? I'm not sure how you'd categorise it.

They only took two grams. The reason I was asking was to find out if this was an attempt gone wrong (couldn't bring themselves to drink it) that they had meticulously prepared for, or if it was a pure impulse act.

It was more of a fuck it situation, as well as an experiment. I was extra depressed that night and just couldn't bring myself to care about what would happen to me. Maybe I wanted to punish myself in a way, as a way of self harm, I don't know.

I moved around A LOT during the whole thing, to higher your chances of a successful CTB you're supposed to lay down, I paced around my room, switching from laying down, so maybe if I hadn't, the symptoms I experienced would only have been stronger. I almost took another gram, glad I didn't as I'm sure i'd be in the hospital by now...

One extra thing I forgot to say was that I was listening to music nearly the entire time (with headphones in), as time passed, it almost sounded like the music was growing quieter, floating away from me almost? It's hard to describe... kind of like how things fade away when your incredibly tired, and falling asleep.

I'm also incredibly skinny (weighing 49KG at 5,10) after this whole thing, I dropped to 47KG, which I'm sure contributed to the symptoms I experienced.