Help I need a good method rn

[brokencookie]

I want to take my life very soon and I need a good method that is very effective.
Context: I suffer from severe chronic pain, muscle stiffness, cognitive disfunction and strong anhedonia for a ver, long time now. I see myself declining more and more and it ruins my everyday life and relationships.

Any suggestions?
Sorry for the boring ass question!
Also I'm kinda nervous cuz I'm scared to die >.<

 

[hell toupee]

This really shouldn't be something you rush, or do impulsively. Obviously there is a lot at stake, and if you try to do something half-assed, the likelihood of something going wrong goes up dramatically - it would put someone in a situation where they still have all of their current problems, only those problems would be compounded by possible physical damage.

People say this a lot - but it really is the truth.

When it comes to methods, you can choose 2 of 3 following attributes, and no more than 2:

Fast
Painless
Reliable

There are a lot of resources here, and given how important the decision to ctb really is, I would suggest looking through the compilation megathreads.

 

[Forveleth]

It is against the rules to directly suggest methods. There ate resource threads that may give you some information though. However, as said above, this is not something that should be done without careful consideration and planning.

 

[FuneralCry]

I need the same, all I want is to never suffer ever again in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing with no more suffering, it sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope you find peace.