Venting I just want to die

[luna674]

I hate pro-lifers if my life was savable I would live it's not.please someone comment under this.im sir tired of being alone i just wish i had someone that could just be there like say something anything please im begging.i cant afford sn so until i get enough money i have to suffer please someone anyone.i wish i had people.im so angry i wish I wasn't born why give life if your not gonna be there for them my my whole family knows i want to die.none of them have ever cared to tried to understand. They never even LISTENED.

 

[Atonal]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Unfortunately being alone is a very broad concept. Even having someone around who cares or tries to care doesn't really help sometimes.
I'm not very sociable, but I can listen if you want.

 

[luna674]

Thanks.i just want this life to be over if been bullied so much and i just don't have anything to live for.i wish i had someone that cared for me.if i had that all those years ago.i wouldn't be where im at

 

[Atonal]

Thanks.i just want this life to be over if been bullied so much and i just don't have anything to live for.i wish i had someone that cared for me.if i had that all those years ago.i wouldn't be where im at

I can relate to that. I've been through bullying too. Although I never wished for someone at that time. I thought being alone was sufficient for me. I was ready to end it. But for some reason I decided to move on. And yet - I'm here, on this site...
Do you know what do you really need?
I mean, do you have a concept of what you're looking for? Someone to care?

 

[bl33ding_heart]

It seems like you have suffered a lot. I'm sorry that life has been so unfair for you. You don't deserve to be in so much pain. And you deserve far better. If you need someone to talk to I'm available. I hope for you to find your peace.

 

[luna674]

It seems like you have suffered a lot. I'm sorry that life has been so unfair for you. You don't deserve to be in so much pain. And you deserve far better. If you need someone to talk to I'm available. I hope for you to find your peace.

Thank you I'm hurting so bad right now it sucks.i just want out already but the options I have are painful my arm is literally scratched up from attempting.i really just want out.