Venting I get so upset when people want to ctb over love

[cvury]

To me... saying you want to kill yourself just because you never had sex or kissed a girl at 19 is way worse than wanting to kill yourself because your relationship is falling apart, and the only person who loved you is leaving. Being a "kissless virgin" shouldn't be the sole reason you want to commit suicide.

You don't know what it's like to have no one, to go to sleep alone with no one to hold at night. Alone with nothing. I cry and nobody cares. I just want a girlfriend to care and love me. I missed the prime of my life, i never got a gf in high school now my life is over since idk where to even meet people. It's so hard.

why do these posts seem like a competition about who's suffering the most, who's grieving the most
anyone can ctb, anyone can have suicide fantasies and depression because we're all different, we all have different experiences and no one, absolutely no one really knows what we go through day by day. so instead of getting angry at other suicidal people and comparing your situation and explaining why your situation is worse, maybe you should understand that their pain is valid and they're masking something deeper, maybe they broke up from an abusive relationship, maybe their partner was all they had in life, maybe they don't feel happiness outside of their relationship, maybe it was the last straw in an already horrible life.

Yeah I was so mad when I posted this at the time, I wasn't thinking rationally.