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I feel like something detached from life, floating inside a body that barely feels real. I watch myself move and speak, but none of it feels connected to me. Chronic anhedonia has drained everything. Nothing brings joy or warmth. The world looks flat and distant. I remember when I used to feel things deeply, but that version of me feels like a stranger. Every day is muted. Every moment feels far away. I do not know if I will ever feel human again.
 
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