I don't want anyone to find my body when I'm dead, I just want to be obliterated

[BGman89]

I'm so repulsive and disproportioned that thinking about anyone handling "my" body after I die makes me sick.

The only thing that makes a person a person is the shit going on inside their brain, yet what somebody looks like is what people think of first when they imagine someone

Wish more people saw it the way I do. Really sick of everything

 

[OOUUneverover]

I don't want a funeral. I just want to be forgotten. It's difficult to do, though. Maybe if I could hide my own body for enough months for nothing but bones to be left. But that's not very feasible.

 

[Xi-Xi]

Is it even practically possible to obliterate a person? If so, I wanna know how

 

[dontletthembribeyou]

a big thing preventing me from ctb is knowing my family will plaster pictures of my hideous face all over the internet. and people who hate me will see it and feel better about themselves

 

[LastNite]

a big thing preventing me from ctb is knowing my family will plaster pictures of my hideous face all over the internet. and people who hate me will see it and feel better about themselves

Why would they post it on the internet kinda odd.

Is it even practically possible to obliterate a person? If so, I wanna know how

The best way to cease to exist after ctbing is to do it in a place where nature would take its course pretty fast without any human intervention like way deep in the ground or somewhere very isolated. You should watch Taste of Cherry if you hadn't. It's a movie about an Iranian old guy who goes around and asks for someone to bury him after he kills himself using benzos in the grave he dug up. I feel like there was a better way to do it without having someone bury him.

 

[dontletthembribeyou]

Why would they post it on the internet kinda odd.

I'm assuming they would include pictures of me in whatever obituary or memorial post

 

[LastNite]

I'm assuming they would include pictures of me in whatever obituary or memorial post

You could include in a note for them to honor your wish of not wanting to be posted. In the end if you think about it nothing will matter when a person is dead. Also dont be too harsh on yourself everyone has beauty. Whether it's physical or not it's all beautiful.

 

[Al_stargate]

Same wish I could disapear into the wilderness somewhere and die in a cave somewhere where nobody will ever find me. Maybe some bones thousand years from now. Don't want to have funeral, just wanna be forgotten. Last 4 years since my life went to shit, I been cope eating and I became grotesque. Don't take care of myself, I'm just gross. And my life is already as humiliating as it gets, don't want any more attention. Disapearing would be best option. Put me on missing persons list and forget about me.

 

[yesi]

I also want to completely disappear and never be found and forgotten, seems to be a common thing with suicidal people, i wonder what the psych behind it is.

The search and public appeals and waste of resources if i went missing is probably why I won't disappear.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

This is probably just me being weird, but... when I'm dead, I will not see or know about someone handling my body. When I'm dead, NOTHING MATTERS anymore. So who cares? I mean, I do understand, but if I want to be dead then I'll just do it. Any stickiness about what happens after... well I'm killing that too, for me. Having said that, I have made and paid for plans so my family won't have the stupid "must take care of ASAP" responsibilities to deal with. Cleaning up after myself in advance, in a way.

 

[srilankanbeyotch]

I'm assuming they would include pictures of me in whatever obituary or memorial post

does it really matter if youre dead? personally, i dont think so.

 

[broken serenity]

I'll at least do the minimum so that a lot of the cleanup is easier. Been downsizing my closet keepsakes as they're just dead weight. I'll hang myself in a remote enough location that the birds will make me less than presentable for open casket & picture day.

But yeah I get that wish. I remember my first attempt was jumping cuz I just wanted my body in pieces.

 

[IronMed]

Same here. First, I must say I agree with

This is probably just me being weird, but... when I'm dead, I will not see or know about someone handling my body. When I'm dead, NOTHING MATTERS anymore. So who cares? I mean, I do understand, but if I want to be dead then I'll just do it. Any stickiness about what happens after... well I'm killing that too, for me. Having said that, I have made and paid for plans so my family won't have the stupid "must take care of ASAP" responsibilities to deal with. Cleaning up after myself in advance, in a way.

However, I would also prefer not being found. After all, I want non-existence. The strongest possibility I have thought about is:

Taking a small boat at night somewhere you could sail to a certain considerable depth into the ocean and take a shotgun with me, then shooting intraoral sitting as a diver right before they enter the water, so my body falls into the ocean and sinks etc. Probably would need some type of added weight like a weighted vest or something to make sure I sink. I will leave explicit instructions not to search for my body and just let it sink in the ocean.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

... However, I would also prefer not being found. After all, I want non-existence....

I hadn't thought of it like that. Makes sense.