Every day it gets worse. I thought as I move on with life, things will get better. I got back into a good job, and I actually like it. Good pay. But the sadness just keeps coming back. I close my eyes and all I can see is my dead body. Medicines and therapy didn't help. My parents keep saying that I faked my depression. They don't even talk to me like a human being. No one knows me in this god damn city. I don't talk to anyone outside of work. I don't know how long I can keep going like this. I just feel like crying all the time. I just want to die. I just want to die and get this over with. I can't even kill myself right.
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