I can't imagine how devastated my family would be after I ctb

[nowhere123]

but I still want to end it all. I really am a selfish person.
I have a family that I cannot change and for which I find it hard to see a future. I never thought about what the future would be like before, but graduation has forced me to face it all, and I soon fell ill. I am truly too tired, so tired that I don't want to care about how much sorrow my death would bring to those around me. I understand very well that after I die, my family—especially my mother—will have their lives ruined. Because of superstition, she would likely be seen as someone who brings disaster, having an autistic son and then a daughter who committed suicide; she would likely spend the rest of her life in regret and grief. Even so, I still want to die.

 

[nowhere123]

I'm sorry...

 

[SASU-KE]

For what it's worth, it's not just your family that want you alive. Everyone wants you to live and try. No one wants you to end your life. But sometimes situations can just be so brutally hopeless.

For what it's worth, our families never ask us permission before they bring us into this world, do they? Do we need to feel guilty when we decide it's time we need to leave? Of course not. So don't feel bad about that. That being said. I hope you can try your very best. Feeling guilty though? Don't do that.

 

[nowhere123]

For what it's worth, it's not just your family that want you alive. Everyone wants you to live and try. No one wants you to end your life. But sometimes situations can just be so brutally hopeless.

For what it's worth, our families never ask us permission before they bring us into this world, do they? Do we need to feel guilty when we decide it's time we need to leave? Of course not. So don't feel bad about that. That being said. I hope you can try your very best. Feeling guilty though? Don't do that.

You're right

 

[cyberz]

Hey , did you find a method or the correct setup for not getting the exploding face ? I'm trying but I want to lose consciousness within 20 seconds and peacefully leave but I keep getting face pressure

 

[nowhere123]

Hey , did you find a method or the correct setup for not getting the exploding face ? I'm trying but I want to lose consciousness within 20 seconds and peacefully leave but I keep getting face pressure

emm……what? no

 

[SASU-KE]

Hey , did you find a method or the correct setup for not getting the exploding face ? I'm trying but I want to lose consciousness within 20 seconds and peacefully leave but I keep getting face pressure

I think you mean to reply to another thread?