I wrote a note. I've actually written 2. The first one was much better written. It was just over 2 pages long, talking about my life and what drove me to this. It was never seen by anyone. I am working on a second one. I add a little bit to it every time I think of something new to add. It's more like a list, each item being a few sentences long, rather than a nicely formatted letter. It's easier for me to write 50 or so small chunks of a couple sentences than it is to write a nicely worded letter. I can just write out what I'm thinking, and not need to worry about structure.