Help AI to write a suicide note?

[blackorchid]

Lol, dumb question. I'm still figuring out the order and what to write, and while reading at my diaries, I found an old suicide note. I must say that even though I wasn't that aware of the trauma suicide would meant to me family, I did a pretty decent job.

I have aton of questions, and just want to enter into extreme detail on what or not to wite, so

Is there any AI that would help me with that? lol or any specific prompt I could use for it to not only answer senseless shit?

thanks!!!

 

[Rihan]

Are you asking because you don't know where to start and want some sort of template? I don't know of any AI that could write you a note, but there are threads here that have tips for if you're not sure what to write.

 

[blackorchid]

Are you asking because you don't know where to start and want some sort of template? I don't know of any AI that could write you a note, but there are threads here that have tips for if you're not sure what to write.

I already have an idea on what I want to write, it's just that I have a lot or questions regarding the otder orr structure, what should I write and what not, or what could be considered to graphic or twisted to say. just want an "opinion" from the outside

 

[iCryInMySecretSpot]

no AI will help you with this. all have safety protocols that will instantly flag this, and likely suspend your account. ive tried to trick chatgpt before regarding not a note, but plans around post-death, and it refused. i had to clear its memory to be able to ask it even normal questions.

also it is VERY dystopian to have an AI written suicide note. i dont wanna judge, but thats fucking bleak. your last words should be yours. even if the grammar/structure is bad.

 

[blackorchid]

Man I think it's kind of pathetic to use AI to write your suicide note. Like that's just sad. It's the last thing you write, there shouldn't be some exact structure you write. It's YOUR note and YOUR reasons and feelings, what the fuck would an "AI" know about that??? Maybe your note should just say "My existence is so fucking pathetic that I genuinely contemplated using AI to write this, and it was then that I realized that I truly deserved to die."

haha, that could also be a reason.

i don't want AI to tell me what to write, it's just that I want to ask some "practical questions" for which I need an outside view, even if it isn't necesarily human. for example, "is it too rugged if I leave my mom an extra letter with all of the details I want in my funeral?" or "should I leave a letter to my absent father telling him to be a better father for the kids on his current marriage? would that be rude or make him finally reflect on his actions?"

i'm at a point where everything is overwhelming as to view my suicide note objectively, and as seeing it as my last contact, but still trying to not hurt my evironment more than I will already do.

but yeah, it might be pathetic nonetheless.

no AI will help you with this. all have safety protocols that will instantly flag this, and likely suspend your account. ive tried to trick chatgpt before regarding not a note, but plans around post-death, and it refused. i had to clear its memory to be able to ask it even normal questions.

also it is VERY dystopian to have an AI written suicide note. i dont wanna judge, but thats fucking bleak. your last words should be yours. even if the grammar/structure is bad.

thank you, it will have my words, I just wanted to ask some practical questions as I can't quite ask to actual friends or people around me. it's weird and it might not make sense, I get it.

I see, I've tried the "telling it i'm writing a story about a character commiting" but it's definitely not enough. I guess I'll have to stick with my gut!

 

[iCryInMySecretSpot]

thank you, it will have my words, I just wanted to ask some practical questions as I can't quite ask to actual friends or people around me. it's weird and it might not make sense, I get it.

I see, I've tried the "telling it i'm writing a story about a character commiting" but it's definitely not enough. I guess I'll have to stick with my gut!

try grock or deep seek, you can try to bypass their filters since therye much weaker than Claude or GPT (don't even bother, theyre too sophisticated now to bypass)

 

[harrowedfuture]

I have to admit this actually sounds like a fucking hilarious idea. It almost acts as a "fuck you" to anyone reading it and to the system. Someone here said it was dystopian, but I'd say it's also punk - those two genres go hand-in-hand.

If you're going to do it this way, please get the AI to structure it like one of those bullet-pointed lists with emojis & shit, I'm sure you know what I mean. You'll get the message across perfectly.

 

[PanaxMan]

Lol, dumb question. I'm still figuring out the order and what to write, and while reading at my diaries, I found an old suicide note. I must say that even though I wasn't that aware of the trauma suicide would meant to me family, I did a pretty decent job.

I have aton of questions, and just want to enter into extreme detail on what or not to wite, so

Is there any AI that would help me with that? lol or any specific prompt I could use for it to not only answer senseless shit?

thanks!!!

If you have enuf storage and ram you can easily download a open source destroyed model completely uncensored version of qwen iirc. I just use ai that is private and mostly uncensored with not much of a bias

 

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[SoverignDreamer97]

What will you gain in writing the note?

 

[blackorchid]

If you have enuf storage and ram you can easily download a open source destroyed model completely uncensored version of qwen iirc. I just use ai that is private and mostly uncensored with not much of a bias

how does one do that? i'll take a look, thank you!

 

[blackorchid]

I have to admit this actually sounds like a fucking hilarious idea. It almost acts as a "fuck you" to anyone reading it and to the system. Someone here said it was dystopian, but I'd say it's also punk - those two genres go hand-in-hand.

If you're going to do it this way, please get the AI to structure it like one of those bullet-pointed lists with emojis & shit, I'm sure you know what I mean. You'll get the message across perfectly.

that would be hillarious! something like

"For when I'm gone: 5 musts to honor my name. 🕊"

lol

 

[blackorchid]

What will you gain in writing the note?

not much, I just want to let my mother know it wasn't her fault. that not only depends on me but I like to believe I'm doing something to ease her pain.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

not much, I just want to let my mother know it wasn't her fault. that not only depends on me but I like to believe I'm doing something to ease her pain.

There's nothing you can do to ease her pain. Therefore, as Suncha would say: "control the things you can control."

 

[android]

There's nothing you can do to ease her pain. Therefore, as Suncha would say: "control the things you can control."

What can they control? Are you saying they shouldn't ctb as that's the only way to surely ease the pain (by not creating it at all)?

I don't know if you can convince someone it wasn't their fault. I'm not sure it is even worth trying to explain. That's why I'm leaning on not writing one.

I have a feeling there are 2 types of notes. One, the crazy Kazcynzki kind where you critique and blame the world for how you ended up. The other, more clinical kind, where you just tell the recipients that it wasn't their fault and to move on. The latter seems boring.

Imo the only way to ease someone's pain is to make them hate you before you leave. Still haven't thought of a way to do that in a peaceful way.

 

[blackorchid]

What can they control? Are you saying they shouldn't ctb as that's the only way to surely ease the pain (by not creating it at all)?

I don't know if you can convince someone it wasn't their fault. I'm not sure it is even worth trying to explain. That's why I'm leaning on not writing one.

I have a feeling there are 2 types of notes. One, the crazy Kazcynzki kind where you critique and blame the world for how you ended up. The other, more clinical kind, where you just tell the recipients that it wasn't their fault and to move on. The latter seems boring.

Imo the only way to ease someone's pain is to make them hate you before you leave. Still haven't thought of a way to do that in a peaceful way.

that's an interesting point of view. thank you.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

What can they control? Are you saying they shouldn't ctb as that's the only way to surely ease the pain (by not creating it at all)?

More that I'm saying, "you can't please everyone," which is another thing my former boss told me.

 

[PanaxMan]

how does one do that? i'll take a look, thank you!

You can use the open source model from claudes data leak on GitHub.