Help How Is My Planning? Hotel Preparations.

[Goyasan]

Hello everyone!

I've finally started the process of planning my CTB. I've decided on my method, our super-star darling Sodium Nitrite. I'm in the process of ordering it, still need to hopefully get the payment out of the way. I started the process for a purchase of forty grams of SN and I still need to purchase my Reglan (I really don't know how I'm going to get that...), but that will come later. Now, as for the where I've planned on walking to a hotel near my workplace after I'm dropped off (I don't have a car.) and do it there. However, I do have some concerns.

I want to be able to get to the hotel, settle in my room, take a shower and or baths, take the pre-meds, before CTB-ing. I understand that post intake of SN requires at the very least an hour to an hour and a half to fully take into the body and I need to be relatively isolated for at least three hours so ensure I'm not saved. I do question how nosey hotel staff would be regarding this, especially considering the noises. Does anyone have any ideas on how to negate this? I don't know if hotels still have "Do Not Disturb" signs that you can use, and I did consider having the television on so it drowns out some noise. However, I don't want a ironic twist of fate situation where I have the television too loud that someone tries to get to me to tell me to turn it down, gets no response, then gets staff to deal with it, and then they find out why there was no response and resuscitate me. I've also planned to arrive at the hotel with a travel bag (bought at my workplace) so that it doesn't seem like I'm there "temporarily".

Any ideas, thoughts, or suggestion?

Thank you,
Goya!

 

[cakedog]

I think you're overthinking it highly doubt staff is going to enter your room
are you planning on doing it at night? i think most of the hotel staff would probably be asleep by then
if you're only renting the hotel during the day (you're not planning to stay the night) i still think you don't have to worry ppeh says sn deaths usually take 40 minutes but of course there are cases where it took longer but if you have 3+ hours of uninterrupted time i think you'll be ok

wishing you luck and peace

 

[Goyasan]

I think you're overthinking it highly doubt staff is going to enter your room
are you planning on doing it at night? i think most of the hotel staff would probably be asleep by then
if you're only renting the hotel during the day (you're not planning to stay the night) i still think you don't have to worry ppeh says sn deaths usually take 40 minutes but of course there are cases where it took longer but if you have 3+ hours of uninterrupted time i think you'll be ok

wishing you luck and peace

Thanks for the response! I can't help it, I really need this to work. Technically, yes and no. If I can manage, I want to be at the hotel by 11:40am So, I don't think I'm going to be doing it at night. I plan to execute (hah) the plan within the time frame of my typical work-shift so that's about seven hours I will be in the hotel. I do plan to rent the hotel room for the entire day + night and in the case things do go wrong, I'll at least maybe have time to stumble back to my workplace. I saw the PPEH dictate that it does only take 40 minutes, but I want to at least have an hour and a half of uninterrupted time alone.

Thank you, and likewise.

 

[cakedog]

Thanks for the response! I can't help it, I really need this to work. Technically, yes and no. If I can manage, I want to be at the hotel by 11:40am So, I don't think I'm going to be doing it at night. I plan to execute (hah) the plan within the time frame of my typical work-shift so that's about seven hours I will be in the hotel. I do plan to rent the hotel room for the entire day + night and in the case things do go wrong, I'll at least maybe have time to stumble back to my workplace. I saw the PPEH dictate that it does only take 40 minutes, but I want to at least have an hour and a half of uninterrupted time alone.

Thank you, and likewise.

that's more than enough time
you'll be fine

 

[etchings]

Hey there. Just wanted to pop in with a little insight.
I've stayed at two different hotels the previous two nights this week and had very loud, screaming abusive sex and was not disturbed by neighbors or staff. (My apologies for TMI, guys.) Just play a good fast paced action movie and turn your TV up a bit. Wishing you peace.

 

[Eclypser]

Hello everyone!

I've finally started the process of planning my CTB. I've decided on my method, our super-star darling Sodium Nitrite. I'm in the process of ordering it, still need to hopefully get the payment out of the way. I started the process for a purchase of forty grams of SN and I still need to purchase my Reglan (I really don't know how I'm going to get that...), but that will come later. Now, as for the where I've planned on walking to a hotel near my workplace after I'm dropped off (I don't have a car.) and do it there. However, I do have some concerns.

I want to be able to get to the hotel, settle in my room, take a shower and or baths, take the pre-meds, before CTB-ing. I understand that post intake of SN requires at the very least an hour to an hour and a half to fully take into the body and I need to be relatively isolated for at least three hours so ensure I'm not saved. I do question how nosey hotel staff would be regarding this, especially considering the noises. Does anyone have any ideas on how to negate this? I don't know if hotels still have "Do Not Disturb" signs that you can use, and I did consider having the television on so it drowns out some noise. However, I don't want a ironic twist of fate situation where I have the television too loud that someone tries to get to me to tell me to turn it down, gets no response, then gets staff to deal with it, and then they find out why there was no response and resuscitate me. I've also planned to arrive at the hotel with a travel bag (bought at my workplace) so that it doesn't seem like I'm there "temporarily".

Any ideas, thoughts, or suggestion?

Thank you,
Goya!

Hi! Yesterday I booked a hotel for 3 days. This was to avoid having to worry about check-in and check-out. CTB is scheduled for the second day, a Saturday, which I don't work. I was thinking the same thing today! After a quick search, I read that if the staff notices a "do not disturb" sign being displayed for too long (over 24 hours), they may feel the need to come in and check. If I'm not mistaken, after 72 hours, many hotels in various countries directly contact the police. They call them "wellness checks." I'm thinking of displaying it starting a couple of hours before drinks. I think it's important to just stay present and calm, which is why I won't be using my favorite drugs of abuse. Just background music, resetting devices, a couple of scheduled emails and messages. A t-shirt and comfortable pants. I think your plan is good and makes me think you've planned everything carefully. I also like your idea of the hot shower, so I'll do that too. CTB or not, I sincerely wish you peace and serenity

 

[srilankanbeyotch]

Its also important you dont connect to the hotel wifi.

 

[Carryline]

Its also important you dont connect to the hotel wifi.

Why not?

 

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

Can someone explain to me what noises? Isn't SN supposed to be peaceful?

 

[Eclypser]

Can someone explain to me what noises? Isn't SN supposed to be peaceful?

You're right, but human beings are particularly resilient. Even when unconscious, I assume our bodies will react with all their resources. If reactions like spasms, vomiting in sleep, and falls can be limited by the protocol's medications, I imagine guttural "sounds" or other types of gurgling or moaning will be unavoidable, which accompany us in the end even if it were a gunshot, jumping from a height, or hanging ourselves. In short, they seem to be part of the process, at least that's what I think.

 

[Goyasan]

Can someone explain to me what noises? Isn't SN supposed to be peaceful?

It's more like SN is peaceful to you if that makes sense. From your own perspective (and provided you follow protocol enough), you'll likely pass out before the nasty stuff occurs. However outside of your perspective you might choke and seize, possibly choke on your own vomit too, which can make a lot of noise. It's the reason I was saved when I first attempted, I made a lot of noise which alerted my parents.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Can someone explain to me what noises? Isn't SN supposed to be peaceful?

Not rly.

 

[countingthedays1211]

Dang this thread was a really good dose of reality.