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moonmuse

moonmuse

Member
Sep 30, 2025
60
i feel hungry tired sleepy lonely bored annoyed grumpy and sad
 
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NutOrat

NutOrat

Sleepwalking
Jun 11, 2025
37
I feel afraid of tomorrow coming, and the day after tomorrow, and all the days following. I'm afraid of having to wake up again, having to eat and wash dishes again, having to take the shower and shiver from cold, having to shave and cut myself, having to go to the gym against my will, otherwise I'll be degraded again. I feel like if I have to do it one more day I'll snap.
 
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MissAbyss

MissAbyss

"2 be, or not 2 be, that is the answer."
Jul 20, 2025
191
I just looked outside and suddenly saw a crow sitting on my fence which immediately flew away. I rarely see them in my garden and it gave me an uneasy feeling. In general I associate them with wisdom, duality and transformation but also with death, gatekeepers etc. But lately every sign feels like an omen which directs me more and more into the inevitable of ending my own life. That feeling that the whole universe turned against you by only creating one destructive event after another, consuming all the life force out of you.

The rational part of my brain tells me of course, that I like to see, connect and give meaning to things that aren't even there and that everything is coincidence anyway. It's a mix of pure bad luck and the consequences of choices I made.

This mindfuckery is a complete joke.
 
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cherrylost

cherrylost

Member
Aug 20, 2025
8
I'm feeling regretful, hopeless, offended, that everything is going only worse, a lot of endless thoughts, guesses that are killing me slowly from inside. I feel that I am at the limit
 
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DeathCruiser10

DeathCruiser10

New Member
Oct 5, 2025
2
Feel depressed, deprived, and distraught.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
476
I stole a shitton of this medication called Myslee. Any idea(s) on how much I should take to CTB?/srs
 
torturedmind

torturedmind

What the hell am I doing here?
Nov 5, 2023
26
I feel like my depression is winning and every day is wasted just like the last. I feel scared about my future and guilty for not trying harder to get better.
 
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