How close are you to commit suicide?

[Terrible_Life_99]

helium exit bag.

How confident are you that you will do it? Are you little bit afraid of the attempt? I ask because i also wanted to die many times now and every time something happened to stop me

 

[Ladyybugged]

How confident are you that you will do it? Are you little bit afraid of the attempt? I ask because i also wanted to die many times now and every time something happened to stop me

dont have a choice, so a 100%

afraid? no. remorseful? yes.

 

[$yck]

14 days and a 9 on the Emmengard Suicide Scale.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I'm there but I don't have a method that will work. Gun or N would be over already. I don't have the willpower even to set up charcoal in a car. This is a bad situation. Might have to take guidance from the Dorothy Parker poem.

The extremes of anxiety seem to have passed. I'm still a ridiculous failure but I can't say I'm in enough pain to do anything impulsive. That said, I might be able to coolly arrange something like CO.

 

[nyotei_]

8.

 

[Isolatedloser]

I'm not very likely to try at the moment. About a 5 today on the above scale. There has been times where it's been much higher recently but not today. It does make sense many here are much higher with an 8 or so.

 

[FoxSauce]

Rn rn ? close. I wanna nust leave all this shit behind yet I dont have a plan. I need a painless way. Ik the majority are painful but I never seem to do it for my fear of death itself.

At least maybe I can write some letters before I go. Im not sure at all.

 

[Ionas]

I was near it few days, now less.

 

[58Alice85]

definitely before the end of the year
partial hanging

 

[deathisapanacea]

I am as far away from it as I was 15 months back. I am so frustrated and angry with myself. I've been a procrastinator all my life and old habits die hard. My only hope is a lightning strike or a meteor landing on my head. Hanging, jumping and Train are all easily accessible where in live but I cannot imagine doing any of them. SN and paraphernalia are also gettable but I am scared of the consequences of botched SN attempt. All the methods I am thinking about seem far fetched.

1. visiting a gun infested country getting an illegal gun and offing myself
2. getting a fully functional Nitrogen asphyxiation kit made by a local mechanic/welder
3. Visiting Peru and getting Halatal from a SaSu famous middleman