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koka

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Apr 13, 2026
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Im very confused at the moment, I don't know which method do I choose, I have a rope, and I know how to tie slip knot, but the problem is that my height is 6ft and the anchor point is probably just 30-35cm above my head, Im scared if my feet actually touched the ground, then it might fail, there is no other anchor point in my house, and I have some meds too, like clonazepam, 4mg+, zolpidem 130mg, xanax 7.5mg, tapentadol 3.25g, but I've heard that ODs fail most of the time, so I had another plan in my mind which a bit tricky, I've explained it in my previous threads, basically what I can do is empty the water tank of my house, its big enough, atleast 500liters or more than that, so the plan here is to take the medicines, which would get me unconscious very soon, and sit inside the tank immediately after taking the meds(after emptying the tank), when everyone is sleeping at the house, and it's natural for them to turn on the submersible motor to fill up the tank (because obviously there won't be any water in the taps) and when the water slowly fills up, I die by drowning, I know that involves another person in this method but what else can I do, its very tricky and heavily relies on timing but yea, that's all i have. So…

All methods:
1) FSH (will it fail if i do this because of less distance between my head and the anchor point)
2) Take the meds and just doze off at night hoping to die
3) take the meds and sit inside the tanker

Please help me find out, which one is most likely to kill me here.
Also my weight is 46kg, and height is 6ft, which makes my bmi 13.6, which is really low. Idk if that helpss
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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May I ask why these are your only options? Of methods and location?
 
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koka

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Apr 13, 2026
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May I ask why these are your only options? Of methods and location?
Um, that's because I'm mostly inside my home, getting anything else isn't possible, SN or anything like that isn't possible, I can't go outside, location is a bit weird because my family knows I'm suicidal, because I did end up jumping in concrete chunks last year, survived with few wedge compressions, so I have to be careful, what else do i even have?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Um, that's because I'm mostly inside my home, getting anything else isn't possible, SN or anything like that isn't possible, I can't go outside, location is a bit weird because my family knows I'm suicidal, because I did end up jumping in concrete chunks last year, survived with few wedge compressions, so I have to be careful, what else do i even have?
Ok, sorry to hear.
 

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