Method help me find a way please

[bleujaune88]

I come from a third-world country, I am a woman, and I am 30 years old. I have a Master's degree. I have survived incest and pedophilia. I have no family, no friends, no boyfriend (still a virgin). I have never had a relationship. I have done nothing with my life and built nothing, because as a woman in the third world, without any support or connections to enter the workforce, and on top of that, I had very serious health problems. I fled my country for France, and here I no longer have the right to asylum or to work because I am an undocumented person, and I have no money left to live. I am thinking of ending it all. Please help me. I have the following medications: pregabalin, valium, cyamemazine, and morphine. Please help me find the mixture/protocol with these medications to help me die. Thank you.

 

[xhersekk]

I believe overdose have a high probability of failure.
Have you considered fsh?

 

[bleujaune88]

I believe overdose have a high probability of failure.
Have you considered fsh?

what is fsh ? i'm new here

 

[Bishop]

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[isthisthingon]

what is fsh ? i'm new here

Full suspension hanging

 

[3rdworldsadness]

I'm extremely sorry what ever you are going through. I'm from 3rd world too and living with fked up life. Life was so so unfair for us. Same I'm a woman too and have nothing else but only suffering, doing my courses for nothing and I'm so behind in life and life is torture. My biggest dream is to escape this shit but I can't as I have no money to escape too or legal papers. Please do/try a method that doesn't leave with vegetative state. There's sources in this site you can find out. I wish you ultimate peace and I'm again so sorry for what fate did to you.

 

[Hollowman]

If I didn't have access to proper methods (SN and beyond), my idea would be to down a copious amount of alcohol, copious amount of pain killers. Remove the airbag system from my car and just drive straight into a wall at top speed. (OR if you don't have that, some highways have pedestrian bridges on them, usually at a height of about 6-8m. Simple really, pain killers + alc, climb up, jump down (do it fast so they can't stop and are guaranteed to hit you).

Wtf, don't suggest methods that involve others. Causing a potential pileup on a highway, traumatizing, killing people is not cool.

 

[daemos]

Wtf, don't suggest methods that involve others. Causing a potential pileup on a highway, traumatizing, killing people is not cool.

I hadn't considered that, good input.

 

[bleujaune88]

I'm extremely sorry what ever you are going through. I'm from 3rd world too and living with fked up life. Life was so so unfair for us. Same I'm a woman too and have nothing else but only suffering, doing my courses for nothing and I'm so behind in life and life is torture. My biggest dream is to escape this shit but I can't as I have no money to escape too or legal papers. Please do/try a method that doesn't leave with vegetative state. There's sources in this site you can find out. I wish you ultimate peace and I'm again so sorry for what fate did to you.

thank you do u know any method that doesn't leave with vegetative state ? an efficient one. thank you

 

[danielplainview]

I come from a third-world country, I am a woman, and I am 30 years old. I have a Master's degree. I have survived incest and pedophilia. I have no family, no friends, no boyfriend (still a virgin). I have never had a relationship. I have done nothing with my life and built nothing, because as a woman in the third world, without any support or connections to enter the workforce, and on top of that, I had very serious health problems. I fled my country for France, and here I no longer have the right to asylum or to work because I am an undocumented person, and I have no money left to live. I am thinking of ending it all. Please help me. I have the following medications: pregabalin, valium, cyamemazine, and morphine. Please help me find the mixture/protocol with these medications to help me die. Thank you.

How did you get morphine?

 

[pedro3211]

How did you get morphine?

Also wondering how she got Valium too

 

[bleujaune88]

guys i have chronic illness that's how i got medication. any help ?

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

guys i have chronic illness that's how i got medication. any help ?

All of the answers are in the suicide resource compilation, which @Bishop kindly linked above.

 

[its_so_over]

Anyone tried cyanide potassium?

 

[bleujaune88]

All of the answers are in the suicide resource compilation, which @Bishop kindly linked above.

i listed the medications i have and did not have any answer and can't find anything about these medications in the resource compilation

Anyone tried cyanide potassium?

i don't know

 

[h3u8e7u]

Anyone tried cyanide potassium?

Yeah I've tried once

 

[its_so_over]

How did you survive and how does one aquire it?

 

[h3u8e7u]

since u have morphine the sky is the limit
you shouldn't try to od on morphine alone though
u must combine it with a substance that will certainly cause death.
it could be digoxine
i'm planning on taking morphine along with sodium nitrite capsules

How did you survive and how does one aquire it?

i was joking. I'm pretty sure no one has ever survived it.

 

[bleujaune88]

since u have morphine the sky is the limit
you shouldn't try to od on morphine alone though
u must combine it with a substance that will certainly cause death.
it could be digoxine
i'm planning on taking morphine along with sodium nitrite capsules

i was joking. I'm pretty sure no one has ever survived it.

are you sure it's gonna work ?

 

[lpdsvm]

I'm not sure but I will plan to take SN without extra steps or if not lazy etc N2O in whipped cream chargers and a bag. There are a few options I might consider that includes passing out and partial hanging.

I can relate (almost illegal as well). Probably soon. Some parallels I mean. Tried my best left and now I don't even know what I will do once I'm broke and/or undocumented.

 

[bleujaune88]

I'm not sure but I will plan to take SN without extra steps or if not lazy etc N2O in whipped cream chargers and a bag. There are a few options I might consider that includes passing out and partial hanging.

I can relate (almost illegal as well). Probably soon. Some parallels I mean. Tried my best left and now I don't even know what I will do once I'm broke and/or undocumented.

damn

 

[adamantc]

are you sure it's gonna work ?

It will work. Of course, drug combinations offer increased safety. In this case though, any amount of morphine above 600-800mg (assuming you are opioid-naive) should kill. It'll be very peaceful, and rarely causes vegetative state.

 

[bleujaune88]

It will work. Of course, drug combinations offer increased safety. In this case though, any amount of morphine above 600-800mg (assuming you are opioid-naive) should kill. It'll be very peaceful, and rarely causes vegetative state.

thank you