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ThePollinator

ThePollinator

My head is buzzing
May 7, 2023
101
It'll be months before I can do SN, considering I need to save the money for the 600$ shipping total. I'm too exhausted to wait anymore. I know it'll probably fail because I have ptsd from past hanging attempts, but I feel as though I need to at least try
 
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kitkatt

kitkatt

Possumpwincess
Feb 17, 2026
148
As someone who's life has been formed with crippling ptsd you don't have to try you are valid for waiting. You'll be valid if you wait till it gets here or not no matter what you decide it's valid. I wish you peace and clarity <3
 
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ThePollinator

ThePollinator

My head is buzzing
May 7, 2023
101
As someone who's life has been formed with crippling ptsd you don't have to try you are valid for waiting. You'll be valid if you wait till it gets here or not no matter what you decide it's valid. I wish you peace and clarity <3
Thank you đź’›
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,838
I often use the thought of hanging to cope but to be honest it's beyond me. You have to make such a clear decision and withstand such pain when you weight the rope. There's just no way. For all my psychache, I'm stuck here.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,421
good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 

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