Got rid of all my suicide notes!!!

[sohopelessandempty]

Is anyone proud of me? Honestly I regret it, and now I'm more trapped since if I change my mind, I'd have to rewrite them and I'm too exhausted, but I'd never leave without closure. I just want to know if getting rid of them and my plans was the right move. I want someone to be proud of me, this was kind of difficult to do.

 

[Arvayn]

I'm proud of you; it's good to see you around again. To be able to recover, you need to have faith in yourself that you can do it, and this is a really big step in that direction. Truly, good work, it must have not been easy to muster up all that willpower.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

I'm proud of you; it's good to see you around again. To be able to recover, you need to have faith in yourself that you can do it, and this is a really big step in that direction. Truly, good work, it must have not been easy to muster up all that willpower.

Thank you, this makes me feel a bit better. I always love your thoughtful responses. It's just been so difficult to recover but I am trying.

 

[m1v]

I am very proud of you, this isn't something easy to do at all, but you did it! Sending you hearts <3

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

I'm very proud of you friend!!!!

 

[sohopelessandempty]

I'm very proud of you friend!!!!

Thank you so much!!! I wish you well in recovery <33

I am very proud of you, this isn't something easy to do at all, but you did it! Sending you hearts <3

Thank you, this means a lot to me. <3

 

[fuzzypeach]

i am so proud of you!! that is a commitment towards your recovery

 

[sohopelessandempty]

i am so proud of you!! that is a commitment towards your recovery

Thank you!!! Also it's nice to see another Bojack Horseman fan lol(not Bojack himself, I mean the show).

 

[MapleS]

I'm VERY proud of you <3

 

[BeanCurd]

That's awesome, well done! I'm proud of you :) I think it's normal to feel conflicted about it.

I haven't been able to bring myself to get rid of mine, even though they're out of date now anyway (years old!). I've considered asking my therapist if she could help me get rid of them/we could do it together, but I'm not sure. She doesn't currently know they exist lol.