Any of you ever just start getting rid of all your shit?

[byec560]

I've developed a little bit of a bad habit recently of selling/donating/giving away my possessions. It started when I was having one of my stupid crashouts and I spontaneously decided that I was going to throw away all of my drawings and sketchbooks because I didn't want people to see them after I died. Then I started plotting the sale of my collectibles, and after that I donated my entire book collection. I've been using the excuse that I'm moving (which is true provided I don't CTB before then), but I wonder how long people will keep believing that. Now that I've calmed down I don't know if I have the guts to kill myself because I didn't have the courage to follow through last time and I just went to crazy jail. But I've kept on doing it because I kinda like the empty feeling I get after getting rid of something that I like. Almost as if I'm working toward something. Anybody else have similar experiences?

 

[BlueMist96]

I've started giving away some of my things to family members, and selling other things. I have so much stuff I just don't care to use anymore.

 

[byec560]

I've started giving away some of my things to family members, and selling other things. I have so much stuff I just don't care to use anymore.

I don't even have much to give away to begin with. If I keep doing it my apartment is gonna start looking really empty really fast. Careful what you say when you give away your shit. Good way to earn a psych ward stay if you're not careful.

 

[PanaxMan]

I've developed a little bit of a bad habit recently of selling/donating/giving away my possessions. It started when I was having one of my stupid crashouts and I spontaneously decided that I was going to throw away all of my drawings and sketchbooks because I didn't want people to see them after I died. Then I started plotting the sale of my collectibles, and after that I donated my entire book collection. I've been using the excuse that I'm moving (which is true provided I don't CTB before then), but I wonder how long people will keep believing that. Now that I've calmed down I don't know if I have the guts to kill myself because I didn't have the courage to follow through last time and I just went to crazy jail. But I've kept on doing it because I kinda like the empty feeling I get after getting rid of something that I like. Almost as if I'm working toward something. Anybody else have similar experiences?

Well I would sell them for market value and not give them away

 

[softfur]

I kinda like the empty feeling I get after getting rid of something that I like.

yeah. it's like purging something, bloodletting... well i can't elaborate much because i am not normal

 

[interna]

yes. its nice