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deadpool55

Psychiatry is worse than the Holocaust
Mar 26, 2026
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Just in case, I am getting closer to it as I am near the amount of money needed to book a room in a hotel plus getting out of this shitty place called mental hospital and thus recovering my car and my ID. I got my SN in my room well hided. Do you think I will be able to succeed?? I am worried about vomiting to much because there is not really a other way to fail apart from that or callong emergencias/being found, isn't it?
In adittion, i wont be using any AE or shit like that. If it maybe just some benzos, my AIM is just to drink and play it safe to not vomit and pass out asap in the hotel room
 
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Apr 17, 2026
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It's riskier without the antiemetics. Chances of success depend on other stuff such as how much SN you have, how many backup drinks you make, how long you fast for, whether other people might overhear and alert someone, etc

Edit: oops I just realized I already replied to a more recent thread by you…
 

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