Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem.
It'll always be the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer in this terrible, torturous and cruel existence ever again, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just hope for no more suffering, I just want peace from what I'll always see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should just never be imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this dreadful suffering as a result, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me. As long as I exist I'll only hope to be free from the terrible, torturous imposistion of existence, I just hope to erase this existence, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, imposing this existence will always be something so dreadful to me, to exist really does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering.
It truly is only suffering to me and to exist truly does mean to suffer, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

All I want is to be gone, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all that can bring me any peace from the cruelty and suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, I just hope to be free from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence.
I really am just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

I just hope to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, torturous burden to suffer in this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to be at peace from this cruel, futile existence is just all I could ever see as positive no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible abomination to me.
It truly is just always the most terrible abomination to me that just causes all this suffering and pain torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence of dreadful suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and I'll just always see existence as the problem, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence so cruel and terrible, all I want is for this torturous, cruel existence to be all erased for me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence.

I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so terrible and futile that just causes all this suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence that never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering and to exist truly does mean to suffer, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

All I hope for is to never suffer ever again, in this existence so terrible and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me, only in non-existence will I be permanently free from all pain and suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting to die to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much from waiting to die in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty and pain, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in forcing humans to suffer.
There truly is just so much terrible extreme cruelty in forcing humans to suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and the suffering of existing is endless.

All that anti-suicide ever does is just cause way more suffering and torture, it truly is the most horrific world where the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'll always see it as criminal how the option of peaceful death is denied.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the pain of existing.
No matter what I really would never wish for the pain and suffering of existing and I'll just always see it as the most terrible, painful mistake to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and there's just so much pain in this torturous, cruel existence, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence of torturous, futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being conscious.
I truly am always so tired of being conscious burdened with this existence and I'll just always find it so terrible and torturous to suffer in this existence no matter what, all I want is some peace and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

I just hope to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake, I just wish to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I just always suffer as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It'll always mean to suffer and the suffering and torture of this cruel, painful existence truly is endless, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all that can bring me peace from this existence of unnecessary suffering that I just never would had chosen, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence for me could just never be worth it.
It truly could never be worth it for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so cruel, futile and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to be permanently at peace from this existence that just never should had been imposed that could never be worth it to me.

I just hope for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence of torturous suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should just never be imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result and to exist truly does mean to suffer, all that imposing this existence does is just cause all this torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous, cruel existence no matter what but of course this existence never should had been imposed, I'll always see it as the most terrible, cruel burden to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be glad to never suffer again.
I truly will only be glad to never suffer in this torturous, cruel existence ever again and in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I'd only be relieved to no longer be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering that I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake and I suffer simply from existing, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's desirable in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again, I just wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.
I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence so torturous and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and cruel. No matter what only non-existence can bring me any relief from this existence that just causes all this harm, pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I'll always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me will just always be the positive solution.
It truly will always be the positive solution for me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so terrible and torturous, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence so cruel and futile that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden to me and all I see as positive is never suffering again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much pain in this terrible, torturous existence with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive no matter what, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the pain of this terrible, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
For this painful, cruel and torturous existence to be all forgotten and erased for me really is all I hope for, all I want is true peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence so painful and undesirable, for me non-existence is just the only relief from the pain and suffering of this terrible tortuous existence, I want it to be like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at true permanent peace from all suffering is all I've seen as desirable.
It truly is all I've ever seen as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this suffering, I just wish to be permanently unconscious and finally be at peace from this existence that never should had been imposed.

For me existence is the problem and non-existence is the solution as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so cruel and dreadful no matter what, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence so futile and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot have a death like falling asleep permanently so finally I can be free from the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

I just suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to find true permanent peace from this existence so torturous and futile that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering of existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, nothing would make me wish for any of this suffering rather I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

I'll just always see it as the most dreadful, futile burden to exist, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so cruel that just causes all this pain all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so deeply undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, in this existence of futile suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to be free from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and painful rather all I want is peace, I'll just always prefer to not exist.

I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to suffer in this existence, to me existing will always be torture, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause way more unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be a mistake to me.
It truly will always be a mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.
I just want to never suffer again, I just want this existence to be all gone and forgotten with no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence, to exist will always be an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of eternal sleep.
No matter what the peace of eternal sleep truly is always preferable to me and I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is to never wake again, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and finally free from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can be positive for me.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me existence really will always be the most terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

I'd just never wish for any of this suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, for me non-existence will just always be the positive solution no matter what in this existence so dreadful and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish for this cruel torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it rather I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer again, I just want peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing where existing beings are tortured every second, I just hope to be gone.