Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never seeing any point to all this suffering.
For me there truly could never be any point to all this suffering and to me existence will just always be the most terrible cruel mistake, all I want is some peace from all pain and suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this futile, tortrurous existence that I just always saw as an abomination, I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace from all the suffering is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for, all I wish for is an eternal sleep where this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I just hope for no more suffering and for me only non-existence could ever be positive in this existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever tortures existing beings and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just wish to be free from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly will just always be the most terrible cruel mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want peace from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

To me existence will just always be the problem and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist, I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can ever bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a burden to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always find it the most terrible tortuous burden to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, it truly was so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the burden of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, dreadful mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep where this torturous, cruel existence is all gone, forgotten and finally no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for this existence of futile, dreadful suffering rather all I want is to never wake again.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, I'll just always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this futile suffering, I just want to fall asleep permanently and finally be free from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.
I really will always find it so undesirable to exist in every way and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as positive.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so cruel that just causes all this suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I'll just always find it a burden to exist and it's a burden that only ever causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[Strangerdanger7]

Vent away; this is the place to do it.
It's better to vent here among like-minded people. Not everyone will understand you. It's not like you want to have conversations with everyone anyway.
We are definitely a judgment-free zone here, and I don't see it the same way on everybody's platforms or their ways of thinking, in my opinion.
I cannot understand for the life of me why society gets so torn apart over this issue.
It's too small an issue for society to get so worked up about.
Life will go on whether you're in it or not.
People die every day. I acknowledge people are sad, but life goes on.
We need to get out of this mindset that people live forever.
Maybe accept that we're all going to die a little more. At least be open to the topic. It doesn't affect them in any way.
Sometimes you even appreciate the life you had or the life you have left by acknowledging that death comes for us all.
I'm proud of everyone for speaking their truth and standing by it.
Remember, there are too many of us to force everyone to be silent, so keep speaking your truth.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the mistake of existence.
To be at peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence truly is all I hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this torture as a result.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just want some peace from the terrible mistake of existence, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, to be free from the mistake of existence is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only never suffering again can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this existence so cruel and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I just want peace from all pain and suffering, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, I'll just always see existing as just being terrible, dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see it as the most torturous, cruel burden to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering of this torturous existence.
No matter what I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again and finally be free from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

In this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only see non-existence as positive, existence to me will just always be the problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and dreadful, this existence never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Never wishing for the suffering of this torturous existence.
No matter what I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again and finally be free from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

In this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only see non-existence as positive, existence to me will just always be the problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and dreadful, this existence never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was.

Dude.
You could write a suicide bible with all this

 

[FuneralCry]

To be free from all suffering is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is peace from the terrible mistake of existence, I just hope to never suffer again.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, dreadful existence, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence no matter what and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be at true permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so harmful that only causes all this unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much dreadful suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, torturous existence rather I just want some peace and in this existence so dreadful only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, all that existence ever does is just torture and harm existing beings all for the sake of it and I just find it so terrible how this existence was imposed, existing to me will just always be so dreadful, all I want is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this terrible, torturous existence again.
I truly would only be relieved and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this terrible, cruel existence, non-existence is just all I see as positive.

All I want is the relief of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, I just want to be permanently unconscious with no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, harmful existence that just causes all this unnecessary pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never would had chosen any of this.
No matter what I really would had never chosen any of this and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, painful existence rather all I want is some peace and only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to never suffer again and to exist truly does mean to suffer, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, this existence should had never been imposed, I'd just never wish to exist under any circumstances, I'll always see existing as just being suffering.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Never would had chosen any of this.
No matter what I really would had never chosen any of this and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, painful existence rather all I want is some peace and only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to never suffer again and to exist truly does mean to suffer, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, this existence should had never been imposed, I'd just never wish to exist under any circumstances, I'll always see existing as just being suffering.

You make me wish i was psychic

I wanna... meld minds with you if that was possible

Your mind seems like a fun place to be but so does mine

I wanna see which one is funner

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this cruel existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, all that existence ever does is just harm and torture existing beings.

It's just all so terrible and dreadful and all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to be free from all pain and suffering.
To be permanently free from all pain and suffering in this existence so torturous and dreadful truly is what I prefer and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake no matter what.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it, I just hope to be permanently unconscious, to me existence will just always be the problem and it's one that just causes all this pain and suffering torturing existing beings until all is forgotten in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this cruel, painful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of this cruel, painful existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the pain and suffering of existing.

All I want is to never wake again, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me the only relief truly could only lie in dreamless, eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

I'll always see existence as so unnecessary, so futile and dreadful, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never existing would had saved all this suffering.
It truly would had saved all this suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and peace from this existence so cruel and futile that never should had been imposed, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence really is always an abomination to me, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem.
It truly is just always the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence and all I wish for is peace from the suffering of existing.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible torturous existence, to suffer in this existence will always feel like the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to be free from all suffering.
No matter what to be permanently free from all pain and suffering truly is all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again.

In this existence of dreadful torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace and relief, I just want this torturous, dreadful existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering, I just want to be free from all suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Always and only hoping to be free from all suffering.
No matter what to be permanently free from all pain and suffering truly is all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again.

In this existence of dreadful torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace and relief, I just want this torturous, dreadful existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering, I just want to be free from all suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

If you have hope you have hope

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and terrible and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence so painful and terrible that just causes all this futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing truly is endless.
It's just all so cruel and dreadful, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of dreadful suffering I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is the positive relief from this existence so torturous, I'll just always prefer to not exist as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way.

There's just no suffering in the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and I'll always and only hope for non-existence, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so cruel and dreadful how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering.

Only in non-existence will I be free from the evil of existing where existing beings are in agony every second with no limit as to how much one can suffer and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, to exist truly does mean to suffer and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so unnecessary.
It truly is so unnecessary and just causes all this suffering, pain and cruelty all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me.

All I want is for this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake to be all forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this unnecessary existence that there was never a need for at all, this existence really never should had been imposed.