Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing will just always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment to me.
It truly will and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want peace from the terrible torture and pain of existing, it's just so terrible how humans cause all this pain and suffering by imposing this existence, I always suffer as a result of being trapped in this horrific world where there's all this endless suffering and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being trapped in this existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.

I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this cruel, painful existence, to be trapped in this existence will always be so torturous to me and I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to never suffer again, all I want is peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just want to be free from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem only non-existence can solve for me.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as an abomination and to me existence will just always be the problem.

Simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to be burdened with this existence will always just feel like such a terrible mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing with existing beings tortured every second and I'll just always find it so terrible and torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful, terrible mistake.

I'll just always and only see non-existence as positive, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of torturous suffering, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to be forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could ever hope is for all to be forgotten for me, I just hope for peace from all pain and suffering in this existence so torturous, cruel and futile and I'll just always see existence as the problem.

I just want this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake to be all erased for me with no more suffering and to exist will always mean to suffer, in this existence so torturous and cruel all I could ever wish for is for all to be gone, I hope for peace from all suffering, to me existence will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to be burdened with this existence.
I truly would just never wish to be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always see it as the most terrible, torturous burden to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the burden of existing.
I suffer simply from existing, I just want this existence of dreadful suffering to be all gone and erased for me, all I see as positive is never suffering again, I'll just always see this cruel, dreadful existence as the true problem that just causes all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence could never be worth it to me.
It truly could never be for me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, dreadful existence more than anything, only non-existence is positive and desirable for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake. For me only non-existence could ever be positive, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, it's just so terrible how this existence had to be imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've seen as desirable.
It truly is all I've seen as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible that to me will just always be the most cruel mistake and I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

As long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for dreamless eternal sleep, I just hope for true peace from the suffering and torture of this existence so futile and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want to never exist again, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what for me the peace of non-existence will just always be preferable and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence is just the most dreadful, torturous burden to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want this cruel, torturous existence to be all forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, I'll always see existence as the most cruel, dreadful burden that just causes all of this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want this dreadful existence to be all erased for me.
I truly do want it to be erased for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, cruel existence.

I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, I just want no more suffering, I'll just always and only hope for the peace of non-existence, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as the problem.
I truly will always see this torturous existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful.

I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and there's just so much pain in this terrible, torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just hope to be permanently unconscious free from the pain, suffering and torture of this cruel, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this torturous existence is a mistake to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as a mistake to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and dreadful rather all I want is peace.

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, no matter what this existence should just never be imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution.
It truly will always be the positive solution for me to find peace from this existence so torturous and terrible that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and for me non-existence is just the only peace from all cruelty, pain and suffering in this existence so dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
I truly will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and torturous no matter what, to be at peace from all suffering is just all I see as desirable.

I just want some peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to erase this existence, I just want it to be like this painful, deeply undesirable existence was never imposed at all, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and as long as I exist I truly will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where this existence of unnecessary suffering is all gone and forgotten.

For me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence of dreadful suffering, for me eternal sleep is just the only relief from being burdened with this existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering that I'm just always so tired of, all I want is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from all suffering.
To be free from all suffering truly is all I hope for and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous, all I wish for is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, I'll just always see this terrible, dreadful existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just always hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible extreme cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, there's just so much suffering and pain in this torturous existence.

All that anti-suicide ever does is cause way more suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible, cruel mistake to me, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to be conscious of anything at all.
No matter what I really would never wish to be conscious of anything at all and I'd just never wish for this cruel, painful existence of torturous suffering rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious free from the pain, suffering and torture of this cruel, dreadful existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've suffered for so long in this existence so torturous.
I truly have suffered for so long in this existence so dreadful, torturous and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from all pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just find it so dreadful how this existence of torturous suffering was even imposed, non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable in this existence where I've suffered for so long, all I want is to erase this existence, I just wish to be free from all future unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence rather I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wanting to erase this existence.
To erase this existence really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to erase this existence with all gone and forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous.

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution, I just wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence of dreadful suffering, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want this existence to be all erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just not desirable to me.
It truly is just not desirable to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so terrible and dreadful for me non-existence is the positive solution to find peace from all future pain and suffering.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable, I just hope for no more suffering, there could never be anything desirable about suffering in this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to exist.
I'll always find it so torturous to exist and existence truly does just torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this torturous, cruel existence of dreadful suffering.

All I hope for is to be gone, in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, non-existence is just the only peace for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me eternal sleep is just all that's positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'll just always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence was never worth it to me.
It truly was never worth it to me, all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want peace from this existence that could never be worth it to me, all I want is to be free from this existence of torturous, dreadful suffering I just always saw as the most cruel terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the mistake of existence.
No matter what true peace from the mistake of existence is just all I could hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so dreadful and cruel, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me is suffering prevention.
It truly is suffering prevention in this existence so torturous and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is for this cruel, painful existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with all future unnecessary suffering prevented.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, in this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I could never see any point to suffering in this existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I'll just always find it so futile to exist, I'll just always see existing as being waiting to die.