Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

All I could ever hope for is peace from this existence so cruel.
To be at peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful is just all I hope for, I just want is to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'll always see it as the most torturous, futile burden to exist, there's just so much suffering in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, terrible existence that just never should had been imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does only ever cause harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence of harmful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I'll just always prefer to not exist, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, harmful existence of suffering all for the sake of it, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and the suffering of this dreadful existence is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of an eternal sleep solves everything.
It'll always solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

To never suffer again is just all I hope for, I just want peace from all pain and suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious free from the suffering of existing, I just want true peace from this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that could be positive for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of dreadful suffering, to cease existing is all I've ever hoped for, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the cruel mistake of existence that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and there's just so much suffering in existing.

The suffering of this torturous, cruel existence really is endless with existing beings in agony every second which is why non-existence is just all that's positive to me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I just hope to be gone, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings.

I'll always see existing as just being only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll always see it as so dreadful how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this existence of torturous suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of this existence of torturous suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering with all gone and forgotten.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, terrible existence no matter what, for me eternal dreamless sleep is just the only peace from the mistake of existence, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'm just always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from this existence so dreadful and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and I just wish I never had to suffer.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake, I just want to be free from this existence so torturous that just causes all this endless suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
I truly will always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what than this dreadful existence of futile suffering that to me will just always be the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

In this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this cruel, painful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me existing will always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment.
To me it'll truly always be the most terrible undeserved punishment, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering and cruelty as a result especially as never suffering at all was perfection.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence will just always be an abomination to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, no matter what I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, existence really is the problem that just causes all this endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from this cruel, terrible existence of torturous suffering, all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, futile and cruel existence.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be permanently unconscious.
To be permanently unconscious of this cruel, terrible existence really is all I hope for and I'd just never wish for this existence so painful and futile, I just want peace from all pain and suffering, I just want the peace of non-existence.

To me existence will just always be the most cruel mistake that just cause all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and the suffering of existing is endless, I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only being relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would only be relieved to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence again and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this futile, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is the peace and relief of non-existence, I just want to be free from all futile unnecessary suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible, torturous burden to me, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

This existence never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this terrible, tortuous existence will just always be a mistake to me.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all that imposing existence ever does is just cause so much harm and torture, all that existence ever does is torture existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer in this existence.
I truly would never wish to suffer in this existence and in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

In this existence I just always saw as the most cruel and terrible mistake non-existence is just the only peace and relief for me, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to exist and as long as I exist I really will just hope for no more suffering, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to sleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to sleep permanently so finally I can be at peace from this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

Denying the option to never wake again is just terrible extreme cruelty, to me it'll always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment to be forced to suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really does just cause all this dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause all this dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, in this existence of dreadful suffering only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

Only being at true permanent peace from the imposistion of existence is just all I see as positive, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so dreadful to me, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrific how existing beings are forced to suffer.
It truly is so horrific how existing beings are forced to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

In this existence so dreadful and terrible non-existence is just all I see as positive, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this torture and suffering as a result and the suffering of this existence is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being only suffering.
It truly is only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence really is always the problem and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering.

To exist truly does mean to suffer and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer as a result of existing and to exist truly does mean to suffer, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence.

To be conscious suffering in this existence is just the most dreadful burden to me that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this existence and to exist will always be so torturous and undesirable to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel and torturous, all I want is to be gone, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from all pain and suffering in this existence so dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much simply from existing.

In this existence of futile suffering only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable for me, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting for death.
It truly will always be waiting for death to me and I suffer simply from waiting to die in this terrible, tortuous existence I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me.

I just find it so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed at all causing all this suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel, dreadful burden to me and I suffer simply from existing, no matter what all I could ever hope for is to be free from this existence that is just waiting to die anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most torturous burden to me.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me and I'd just never wish for this dreadful, cruel existence of dreadful suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want peace from the abomination of existence, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So torturous to suffer in this existence.
I really will always see it as so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from all futile suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me existing will just always be only suffering, I'll just always see it as the most dreadful, torturous burden to suffer in this existence and I just suffer as a result of existing, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly will always mean to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this terrible, torturous existence.

All I want is to be gone from it all and never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to cease existing than suffer no matter what and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, to suffer in this existence will always be the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of an eternal sleep.
No matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I hope for, I just want peace from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me with no more pain and no more suffering, only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from this painful, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly should never be imposed and I'd just never wish for this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace but of course what I truly want is to erase this dreadful, terrible existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

Only in non-existence will I be free from the suffering of existing, I just want to be permanently unconscious, to be burdened with this existence is just always an abomination to me that only ever causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist is the positive solution.
It truly is the positive solution for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so cruel and futile that just causes all this harm and suffering, the suffering of existing truly is endless and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, no matter what non-existence is all I can see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be glad to never suffer in this torturous existence ever again.
I truly would only be glad and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just hope for no more suffering and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

All I want is to be gone, for me ceasing to exist will always be all I hope for, ceasing to exist would save me from all future pain and suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as just being waiting to die, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is just always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish for this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, existence to me is just always an mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me only ceasing to exist could ever be desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, existence truly is an abomination that just causes all this torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to be free from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and in this existence of cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, all I hope for is to be gone.

Only the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten truly is all that's positive for me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so dreadful that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most dreadful, futile burden to me.