Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
I truly would never would wish for the torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, this existence should never had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result, existence to me is just always a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is permanent relief from the torture of existing and for me every second is torture to be conscious, there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be free from this torturous existence of endless suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from this existence of torturous suffering.
No matter what some peace from this existence of torturous suffering truly is all I could hope for, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so cruel and terrible and I suffer simply from being burdened with this futile, cruel existence.

It's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence of cruel suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, harmful existence that just causes and brings all this torture and pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this cruel, painful existence, I just want some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist, in this existence so dreadful and evil non-existence is just the only peace for me, nothing would make me wish for this evil, harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's so terrible how existing beings are tortured in agony every second as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what I really would always prefer the peace of non-existence over the suffering, torture and cruelty of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me the peace of non-existence is just all that's desirable, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and futile, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible torture and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much terrible torture and suffering in existing and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so torturous and cruel and I'd just never wish for any of this, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace, I just wish to be free from the suffering and torture of existing and I'll always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always a mistake to me.
It truly is a mistake to me that just causes all this pain, torture, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope and wish for peace from the abomination of existence that just causes all this torture, cruelty and suffering, I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how life had to exist causing all this torture as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm and in this existence so harmful and torturous, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just causes harm and suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering.

For me non-existence is just the only relief as after all only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, there is no suffering in being permanently at peace from this existence that just causes all this terrible, dreadful suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just want to erase this cruel, torturous existence that only ever causes all this terrible suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as just being waiting to die.
No matter what to me existing truly will just always be waiting to die and I always suffer so much from waiting for death in this terrible, torturous and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so dreadful and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace.

I just want to be free from the torture, suffering and cruelty of existing, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed and it just never should had been at all, the existence of life truly is the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, cruel existence, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I'll always find it so painful to be burdened with this deeply undesirable, dreadful existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

In this existence of cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of this dreadful, futile existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, to me denying painless death is such terrible extreme cruelty.

I always suffer so much from being trapped in this horrific, dreadful world, all that existing ever does is just cause harm, torture and suffering and the suffering of existing is endless, all I could ever hope for is some peace from this dreadful, futile and torturous existence that just causes all this terrible suffering and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause all this dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause all this dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful dreadful existence as just being a terrible mistake, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, in this existence of torturous dreadful suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so deeply undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be free from the torture of this terrible, dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive, all I want is to never suffer again in this torturous existence that only ever harms existing beings and causes all this cruelty and torture, I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist at all, no matter what this existence should just never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel and dreadful.
It truly is so cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this terrible existence, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, the existence of life truly is the most terrible devastating tragedy.

I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this dreadful, terrible cruelty and suffering, I'll just always see this cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all I could ever see as positive and I'd just never wish for the torture, pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel that just causes harm and suffering and there's just so much suffering in this painful, dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this deeply undesirable existence as just being only suffering, all I want is to be free from the torture of this dreadful, cruel existence that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just want some peace from the torture of this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

This existence should just never had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result, to suffer in this existence is just always the most dreadful mistake to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so torturous and terrible non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to be free from all the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence.

I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and so much torture in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so dreadful that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really does only ever cause harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, harmful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible torture and suffering of this terrible, harmful existence.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I hope for is to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, dreadful existence as only suffering, I just want to erase this existence that only ever harms existing beings, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this torturous existence at all.

 

[fightclub17]

Who are you, what is your life story, why are you suffering so much....

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much torture and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of existing rather all I want is peace, in this existence where there is all this endless suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive.

No matter what this torturous, dreadful existence should just never be imposed and it's so dreadful how it was causing all this torture and cruelty as a result, I just want to erase this existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this existence of torturous suffering.
I truly am always so tired of this existence of torturous suffering and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be free from this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just wish and hope for peace from the suffering of this existence that just tortures existing beings and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, painful existence as just being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always such a cruel mistake to me.
It truly is such a cruel mistake to me that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, to be at permanent peace from this existence of endless suffering is just all I hope for.

I'll just always see it as a mistake to exist, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'll always see existence as the problem, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this dreadful, painful existence no matter what, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the suffering and torture of existing and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, in this existence so cruel and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous existence as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to erase this terrible torturous existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what to erase this dreadful and cruel existence truly is all I could ever hope for, I just want some peace from the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings and causes all this dreadful cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing.

For me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence so cruel and terrible that just causes all this endless pain and suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence that should just never be imposed, non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes pain.
It truly does only ever cause pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the terrible torture and suffering of this painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from this harmful, dreadful existence.

In this existence so torturous non-existence is just all that can bring me any peace and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful existence, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful, terrible existence as being only suffering, I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much torture in existing.
There truly is just so much torture in this cruel, futile existence and I could just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for non-existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, cruel existence.

All I want is peace from the torture and cruelty of existing, I just want to never exist again, for me non- existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and terrible that just causes all this dreadful suffering and I suffer simply from existing, existing will just always be so torturous to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than be tortured in this existence.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want some peace from the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence and I'll just always see this torturous existence as just being a terrible mistake.

I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist, no matter what only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the evil of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second, it's all just so dreadful and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is always the most cruel, dreadful mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, for me existence truly is always the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish to erase this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is just always the problem to me.
It truly is just always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering, cruelty and torture in existing.

All I want is peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, terrible existence as just being only suffering, I just want this dreadful, terrible and cruel existence to be all gone and forgotten for me, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and in this existence so cruel, dreadful and tortuous non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing and in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

It's just so terrible to me how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as just being only suffering, to be at peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence is all I hope for.