Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this dreadful existence.
I truly would never wish for this dreadful terrible existence rather all I want is the peace of non-existence where there is no more suffering and finally all is gone and forgotten, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible mistake to me.

I'd just never wish for the torture of this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence and I'll always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this tortuous existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in non-existence with no more suffering.

I'll just always see this dreadful terrible existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence truly is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want peace from this torturous existence and I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wish to exist.
No matter what I really would never wish to exist and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this terrible existence is just always an abomination to me.

I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, in this existence of dreadful endless suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me, I'll just always see it as such terrible extreme cruelty how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

There's just so much evil in anti-suicide, in this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing and never exist again, in this existence so terrible and torturous the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, it's just so horrific how many humans wish to do all they can to force others to be tortured in this existence for as long as possible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is peace.

For me non-existence is just the only relief from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always see it as the most torturous burden to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence that just causes all this terrible dreadful suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
The suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake.

It's just so dreadful how existence causes all this suffering, cruelty and torture and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, existence to me really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this painful, deeply undesirable existence and there's just so much pain in existing, it's just all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the torture, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so tortuous, cruel and dreadful.

All I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for peace from the suffering of this existence I just always saw as such a dreadful mistake, to me existence really is always the problem and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, painful and deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for dreamless eternal sleep.
No matter what dreamless eternal sleep truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of this terrible dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope and wish to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful abomination of existence that just tortures and harms existing beings, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is always the most cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous cruel existence as just being only suffering.

I just wish this dreadful, painful existence of torturous suffering was never imposed and it's so terrible and dreadful how it was, all I want is some peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me it's always torture to exist.
It truly is always torture to exist to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, dreadful and harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so terrible and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering as a result, I just want some peace and in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to be permanently free from all suffering, simply just existing will always be so torturous to me, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever hope for in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I'd just never wish for the mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always find it so terrible and cruel to exist, there's just so much suffering in existing and for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering in this existence so dreadful that just harms and tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from this existence of dreadful suffering.
To be free from this existence of dreadful, futile suffering truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence, all I want is peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence, it's just so dreadful to me how existence causes all this pain, cruelty and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is some peace.

I'll only be at peace in non-existence where I'm finally free from this existence I'm always so tired of that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence is just always the most dreadful, harmful and torturous burden to me, I just want to never suffer again, I just want this existence to be all erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Simply just existing is enough to make me wish to not exist.
It truly is enough to make me wish for non-existence and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel, dreadful and futile, all I want is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of this harmful, deeply undesirable existence.

I just want peace from all the suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, torturous existence as only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me, non-existence is all I could hope for in this existence so torturous that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all that's positive to me, I only hope for non-existence as after all only when I no longer exist will I be at peace from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, I just want to be free from the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing.

I'll always see existing as just being suffering, for me only never suffering again could ever be positive, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so torturous and undesirable to me.
It truly is just always so torturous and undesirable to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence, in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me.

To me existing will just always be torture, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous, dreadful existence as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence is just so harmful, painful and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence.

I just want peace from all the pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again, to suffer in this existence is just a terrible mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, for me only never suffering again could ever be desirable, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.


No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and there's just so much suffering in this painful, terrible existence, all I want is to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and torturous that just harms and tortures existing beings and I'll just always prefer to not exist, in this existence so dreadful and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'd just never wish for the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, for non- existence to solve everything for me with no more suffering truly is all I could ever hope for, I just want all to be gone for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will just always be torture and suffering to me.
It truly will just always be torture and suffering to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing, in this existence so painful and cruel non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

All I want is some peace from this existence that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I just want some peace from it all, I just want to be free from the terrible torture of this harmful existence that just causes all this pain, existence to me will always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and torture of this dreadful, terrible existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

I just see so much cruelty in anti-suicide and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering as a result and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, terrible existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, only non-existence can bring me the peace from the torture of existing I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist, in this existence so painful and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, painful existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there is just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this dreadful existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this tortuous existence of dreadful suffering and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture of existing.

All I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, I just want to be free from the terrible torture and cruelty of existing, I just want to never exist ever again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful and dreadful.
It truly is so harmful and dreadful and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this painful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and harmful and there's just so much suffering, torture and cruelty in existing.

No matter what I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, this existence that just causes all this harm and torture truly will always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an imposition.
It truly is an imposition that just causes all this terrible, harm cruelty and suffering and I'd just never wish for the torture of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much torture in existing.

For me non-existence is all I could ever hope for, the fact that this existence was imposed is just so dreadful and terrible, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering, I really would just never wish for the suffering and torture of this painful deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing for this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me.
No matter what all I could hope is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence.

All I want is some peace from the suffering and torture of this painful, cruel existence and there's just so much cruelty, pain and suffering in existing, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, to never suffer again is just all that's desirable to me, I just want some peace from the torture and suffering of this terrible, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will just always be the most dreadful mistake.
It truly will always be the most dreadful mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

In this cruel existence of endless suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the pain and suffering of this torturous existence.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I just want peace from the torture and suffering of existing.

I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this cruel, torturous existence of endless suffering, I just hope and wish for peace from the suffering of this terrible dreadful existence and I'll just only be at peace once I'm free from all the pain and suffering of this existence I'd just never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all pain and suffering.
To be at peace from all pain and suffering truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten.

All I hope for is no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again, I just want to be free from the torture, suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence, I just wish to never exist again, I just wish for this torturous, cruel existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for this existence of torturous suffering that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence truly is an abomination to me and I'd just never wish for the pain, cruelty and torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that just causes harm and suffering, all I want is peace from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me.