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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existence only causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, cruelty harm and suffering, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruelty harm mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, to me existence is just so evil, I just want true peace from the pain, torture and evil of existence and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain, torture and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Only hoping for peace from the torture of existing.
No matter what some peace from the torture of existing truly is all I could hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, this torturous dreadful existence should just never had been imposed.

I just want peace from the torture of existing, existence to me is just the most terrible cruel mistake that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to be free from the torture of existing and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the suffering, pain and torture of this terrible, undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, painful mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this painful, dreadful existence that never should had been imposed.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always seeing this torturous existence as the problem.
To me no matter what this torturous existence really will always be the problem and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this painful existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so torturous and dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering, all I want is peace from this torturous existence and there's just so much evil in existing.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always so torturous to exist in this horrific world.
It truly is always so torturous to exist in this horrific world and I always suffer so much from existing in this terrible, dreadful anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, denying painless death is such a terrible crime to me.

There's so much cruelty in how this existence was imposed in the first place yet humans do all they can to force others to suffer, to me anti-suicide is just so evil, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more torture and suffering in this world so horrific, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always and only hoping to not exist.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

I just want this existence to be all erased for me, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and the peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as desirable and positive, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, I just hope for peace from the torture and suffering of this cruel existence.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existence just causes all this torture and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this torture and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, harmful cruel mistake which is why for me only non-existence is positive, only in non-existence will all be gone and forgotten, only in non-existence will finally I be at peace from the terrible, dreadful cruelty and suffering of this painful existence.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existing will always be so torturous to me.
It truly will always be so torturous to me and I'd just never wish did the torture, pain and suffering of this dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture, cruelty and suffering of existing.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible, all I want is to erase this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this futile unnecessary suffering, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence, I'll just always see this terrible existence as the problem.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing, for me existence is just always the most terrible mistake and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I just wish to be gone.

I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from the torture of existing, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive, all I want is peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never exist ever again.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always suffer as a result of the abomination of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence and no matter what I'll just never wish for the torture of this painful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want peace from the terrible cruelty and suffering of existing.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, all I want is peace from this torturous existence of futile suffering, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, this existence is an abomination that only ever causes all this torture, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful existence.

It's just all so dreadful and terrible and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings until all is gone in non-existence anyway, all I want is peace from the pain of existing and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, I'll always see existing as just being only suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existence will always be a mistake to me.
It truly will always be a mistake to me that just causes all this harm and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist, non-existence is the only peace for me from the terrible tragic mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, all I hope for is peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence will always be a cruel mistake to me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Only hoping for peace.
No matter what peace from this existence is just all I could ever hope for, I just wish for peace from this torturous existence where finally all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering.

I just hope to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always such a terrible mistake to me and all I want is to erase this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this painful, dreadful existence at all and I'll always see this painful existence as only suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I always suffer so much from waiting for death in this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings.

I could never see any point to any of this, existing is just tortuous suffering all for the sake of it, this existence really never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result, I'll just always see existing as just waiting to die and the peace of non-existence is all I'll hope for.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existence will always be so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me, all that existence does is just cause endless suffering, pain and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, it's just all so cruel and terrible.

I'd never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, to me existence will just always be an abomination and it's one so evil that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings in agony every second, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so evil and torturous.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
I'll always see this existence as just being suffering.
No matter what I really will always see this existence as just being suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

In this existence of cruelty and suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and I'll just always see it as the most dreadful tragedy to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, torturous and futile that just causes all this harm and suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always seeing existing as just being suffering.
It truly will always just be suffering to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to erase this existence that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I just want some peace from the suffering, torture and evil of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, I just want to finally erase this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existence to me is just always an abomination.
It truly is just always an abomination that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

All I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally I'm free from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and torture, I'll just always see existing as only being suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, the existence of life truly is the most devastating terrible tragedy that has only ever caused all this suffering, harm and torture.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I'd just never wish for this existence of cruelty and suffering rather all I want is peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous, painful existence as only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so dreadful and cruel.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Only hoping for peace from the torture of existing.
No matter what peace from the torture of existing is just all I could ever hope for, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering, to me existence is just always the most terrible, cruel mistake and it's one that just harms existing beings.

All I want is to erase this dreadful, painful existence, I just want all to be gone for me in the peace of non-existence, I just want peace and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this evil, painful existence no matter what, I just want to erase this existence, the peace of non-existence is just always preferable to me than the torture of existing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existence to me will always be a mistake that just causes harm and suffering.
It truly will always be a mistake to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and futile.

I just hope for no more suffering and I just suffer as a result of the abomination of existence, I just hope for peace, I just want to never suffer again, I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence that just causes and brings all this terrible, dreadful harm and suffering, existence to me is just always the problem.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Existing is so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous and futile existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always a terrible mistake to me.

I'll always see this futile, dreadful existence as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so futile and cruel that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and harmful and I'll always see existing as so futile, to me existence will always just be waiting to die.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Never wishing for this existence of torturous suffering.
No matter what I really would just never wish for this terrible, cruel existence of torturous suffering and I find it so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the dreadful pain, torture and suffering of existing and there's just so much cruelty and torture in existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
All I want is for this existence to be all gone and forgotten.
No matter what all I could ever want is for this existence to be all gone and forgotten, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this terrible, torturous and deeply undesirable existence at all, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious of the mistake of existence, I just want to erase this existence, I'll just always and only hope to not exist, no matter what I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence over the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief from suffering, I just wish for true permanent peace from the terrible torture of existing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
There is so much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and to me this torturous, harmful existence will just be only suffering, there's just so much cruelty in existing.

No matter what this existence of cruelty and suffering should never be imposed and it's so dreadful how it was, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from the torture of this harmful, painful existence that just tortures existing beings and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this painful, cruel existence.
 
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absolute failure

Experienced
Jan 19, 2026
252
you must be in a lot of pain to post stuff like that daily :(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
So much suffering in this dreadful, painful existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this dreadful, painful existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and torturous and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, painful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the peace from the torture of existing I search for and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, to cease existing peacefully is all that could ever be positive for me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
To suffer in this existence is always a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is such always a cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as just being only suffering, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for true permanent peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm, torture and suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Always so tired of suffering in this painful, torturous and cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this painful, dreadful and cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

I just hope for no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the relief from this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering and I'll always see this existence as only being suffering, I just want to finally erase this existence, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, painful existence that just causes harm and suffering ever again.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,626
Only hoping for peace from the suffering of existing.
No matter what some peace from the suffering and torture of existing really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the torture and cruelty of existing.

There's just so much suffering in existing, forgotten me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes suffering.
 
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