Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

This existence just never should had been imposed.
This torturous, dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake truly never should had been imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

No matter what I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to erase this existence that only ever tortures existing beings, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this painful, cruel and futile existence at all and there's just so much pain in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil, suffering and cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much evil, suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this terrible, cruel and futile existence as just being suffering, to me existence will always be the most dreadful mistake that just causes harm torturing existing beings, all I want is peace from it all, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence of torturous suffering, existence to me is just so evil, there's just so much evil in this terrible, futile harmful existence that just causes all this dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me.


I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, there really is so much pain in existing, I'll always find it so painful to exist, all that this existence does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and torture all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most cruel, harmful mistake to exist.
No matter what I truly will just always see it as the most cruel, harmful mistake to exist and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful, painful existence, all I want is to be gone from it all.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just tortures existing beings and the suffering of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful and futile.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering and torture in existing.
There is just so much suffering and torture in existing and I'd just never wish for the evil of this terrible, dreadful existence and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and torture in existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I truly will just always find it so torturous to exist, it's just so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this pain and suffering torturing existing beings and I truly am always so tired of suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this terrible, dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the torture of existing and this torturous, dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake should just never had been imposed, there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering, existing will always be so torturous to me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this painful, harmful and deeply undesirable existence that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I could hope and wish for and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so torturous and dreadful.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this painful, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, torturing existing beings and I'll always see this existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this torturous, cruel existence of dreadful suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the torture of this terrible dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering.

In this existence so torturous and futile non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, futile existence and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased with no more suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever harms and tortures existing beings.
It truly does only ever harm and torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this dreadful, evil existence with existing beings tortured in agony every second, to me existence will just always be the most dreadful, terrible mistake that just causes all this suffering, existence truly is so harmful, all that existence does is just cause endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence is just always something so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see this torturous existence as just being suffering.

To suffer in this existence truly is just a terrible abomination to me and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There really is so much torture in existing and no matter what I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want some peace from the torture of this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this dreadful suffering, for me every second is torture to exist, I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence truly is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel and dreadful that just harms and tortures existing beings and the cruelty and suffering of existing truly is so terrible, all that existence ever does is cause harm.


I'll just always see existence as the most dreadful, tragic mistake that just causes all this terrible torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence is just the most dreadful mistake to me, I'll always see it as such a terrible abomination to exist and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to me existence is just so evil.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause all this dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause all this dreadful, pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture and suffering of this dreadful, painful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

To suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel abomination, no matter what this torturous, painful existence should just never be imposed and it's so dreadful how it was causing all this torture as a result and I'll always find it so torturous to exist, I just want to never suffer ever again in this harmful, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting peace from the dreadful suffering, cruelty and torture of existing.
No matter what I truly will only hope for peace from the dreadful, suffering cruelty and torture of existing and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I just want peace from all the suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous and terrible that just harms existing beings and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence, I just want all to be forgotten and erased for me with no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from the evil and torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again and to me existing will always be only suffering and cruelty, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible abomination to me and it's one that just tortures existing beings.

All want is peace from the terrible suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence as just being suffering and torture all for the sake of it, I just want peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to exist.
No matter what I truly will always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so cruel, terrible and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and torture and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so torturous.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, no matter what this existence should never be imposed and it's the most terrible, devastating tragedy how it was causing all this harm, cruelty and torture as a result and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, it's just all so terrible and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all.

To suffer in this existence is just the most dreadful mistake to me, I just want to erase this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existence as an abomination, all that existence does is just cause all this dreadful unnecessary suffering and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always feel like a terrible, undeserved punishment to me.
It truly will always feel like such a terrible, undeserved punishment to me and I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful existence of torturous suffering rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the cruelty, suffering and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I just hope for peace from it all, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be at peace from the torture of existing.
No matter what to be at peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is just all I could ever hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that only ever tortures and harms existing beings, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly is the most terrible, cruel mistake to me that just causes all this terrible, dreadful harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, painful existence.

All I hope for is to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, dreadful existence as just only being suffering torturing existing beings, to suffer in this existence is just always such a harmful, dreadful mistake to me that just causes endless amounts of agony and torture, to me existence will just always be so evil, I just want all to be gone for me in the peace of non-exustence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for this dreadful, painful existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want peace from the torture, cruelty and suffering of existing I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just such a dreadful mistake to me, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this dreadful unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, dreadful suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace.

I just wish and hope for peace from the terrible pain, suffering cruelty and torture of existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I'll always see it as such a terrible, torturous burden to suffer in this existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer, no matter what this existence of torturous suffering should never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this torturous existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is just an abomination to me that just causes all this pain, cruelty harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this painful, torturous existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence that just causes harm, to me existence really is the problem and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, there's just so much evil in existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always a mistake to me.
No matter what I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this dreadful, cruel and painful existence as just being suffering, all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence, I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this existence that only ever harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence will always be a mistake to me, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the terrible torture and suffering of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the terrible torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just hope for peace and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this terrible, dreadful and cruel existence as just being only suffering, I just want this existence that just causes harm and suffering to be all gone and forgotten and I'll just always see this terrible, tortuous and cruel existence as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this painful, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of eternal sleep.

All I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence will just always be an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings, to suffer in this dreadful torturous existence will always be a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful evil existence I just always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive, for me existence is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this cruel, futile existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the evil of existence.
No matter what I really will just hope for peace from the terrible cruelty, suffering and evil of existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and to suffer in this painful, torturous existence is just always an abomination to me.

All I want is to erase this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious, finally free from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, no matter what this existence should never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and torture in existing.
There truly is just so much pain and torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, painful and torturous existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one so harmful and dreadful.

All I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence, I just hope for peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so painful and terrible that just causes all this suffering.