Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Death as positive solution.
For me non-existence would be the positive solution from this existence so evil and torturous, I'l only be happy to die, all I want is to never suffer in this evil, dreadful existence ever again, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

I just want to erase this existence, to me existence will always be the most terrible, harmful abomination, there's just so much evil in this existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, non-existence solves everything for me in this existence so futile and torturous that is just waiting to die anyway as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence, the peace of non-existence solves everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Peace is all I see as desirable.
No matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of this evil existence rather all I want is to never suffer again.

In this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it non-existence is just all I could ever wish for, in this existence of dreadful endless suffering I'll just only be at peace in non-existence,

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence that just tortures existing beings and causes them endless amounts of agony, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence, I just hope to be gone and finally at peace from the terrible mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, evil existence that just causes and brings all this pain, harm and suffering torturing existing beings and the suffering of existing is endless.

For me every second is torture to be conscious, it's just all so dreadful and terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this terrible, torture and suffering as a result, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the evil of existence, in this existence so dreadful for me only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief, for me ceasing to exist is suffering prevention in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence, it's just so terrible to me how there's all this pain, suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me existence is the most cruel, dreadful abomination that only ever tortures existing beings, there's just so much suffering in existing, to me existence is just so evil and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I truly would never wish for this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes all this terrible harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me and I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this futile suffering, to exist will always be an terrible, cruel burden to me.

I'd just never wish for this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, suffering and harm, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the true peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering, I'll always and only hope to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm that only ever tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence so dreadful, cruel and harmful only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, pain and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I truly will always find it so harmful to exist, in this existence that causes all this dreadful suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I just want to erase this terrible torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous, cruel existence.
No matter what I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering that just harms and tortures existing beings and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, all I want is to erase this existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this torturous existence of dreadful suffering, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me, for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful, terrible suffering as a result, the pain and suffering of existing is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering and torture of existing is endless.
It truly is endless and all I could ever hope for is true peace from the suffering, cruelty, torture and suffering of existing, I just want to erase this existence but of course the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's just all so cruel and terrible to me and all I want is to be gone from it all, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this torturous existence of endless suffering that only ever causes harm, the agony, pain and suffering of existing really is endless, it's just all so dreadful with existing beings in agony every second with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this torturous existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, terrible and torturous existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the mistake of existence.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, in this existence of dreadful, futile suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, existence to me is just so evil, I'll always see it as the most terrible, dreadful abomination to be burdened with this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just so terrible to me how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer ever again, for me ceasing to exist is the only peace in this existence so torturous that just causes all this dreadful suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, existence will always be a mistake to me, all that existence ever does is cause harm, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that has only ever caused harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
There truly is so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just always so dreadful and terrible to me and I'll always see it as an abomination to exist.


To me anti-suicide is just horrific extreme cruelty, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more torture, harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, I just want to erase this cruel, terrible existence, I always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific reality where humans have made dying peacefully into a crime.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most dreadful mistake to me.
It truly is always the most dreadful, terrible mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to erase this painful, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope and wish to never exist again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence is endless, it's all so cruel and terrible to me, I just want to be gone from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for peace from this dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering all for the sake of it and the suffering of existing is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I wish and hope to erase this existence that just tortures existing beings and for me every second is torture to be conscious, for me the only peace truly could lie in never suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as such a cruel terrible mistake.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, torture and cruelty and suffering is endless, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this dreadful suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existing as just being waiting to die no matter what, I'd never wish for the suffering of this torturous, painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, dreadful harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake.

All I want is to erase this existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace for me, it's all I see as ideal but of course more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this terrible, torturous existence at all, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake that only ever tortures existing beings, all that existence has done is caused harm, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to never suffered again, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to finally escape and find peace from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing as if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

There is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, I just want to erase this existence of futile suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the true peace that only non-existence can bring me, I just want all to be gone with no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always see it as the most terrible abomination to suffer in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in this painful, cruel existence.
There truly is so much evil in this painful, cruel existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, the pain, cruelty and suffering of existing truly is endless and all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, existence will just always be so evil to me, I'd just never wish for this torturous, painful and dreadful existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and for me every second is torture to exist, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what I truly could only ever hope to never exist again, I just want to erase this dreadful, torturous cruel and harmful existence that causes all this suffering and cruelty and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful, existence, all I want is to never exist again, I just hope for true peace from the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it truly is just all so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, I just want all to be forgotten for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible abomination.
It truly is the most terrible abomination that only ever tortures existing beings and just causes endless amounts of pain, cruelty and suffering, the suffering and torture of existing is just something so horrible.

It's horrific how every second existing beings are in agony as a result of this abomination, no matter what I'll only ever be relieved to cease existing, I just want to never suffer again and finally be free from this torturous existence that only ever causes all this dreadful unnecessary suffering, in this existence so harmful and dreadful only non-existence could ever bring me peace, all that existence does is just cause harm, I'll always see it as an abomination to be conscious burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty, pain and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer ever again, in this existence so torturous, dreadful and futile only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for, I'd never wish for this torturous existence of dreadful futile suffering rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that causes and brings all this terrible suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always find it so torturous to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes cruelty harm and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, in this existence so terrible and dreadful for me ceasing to exist is just all that's desirable.

Existence is just so terrible and harmful causing all this cruelty and suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, all I want is to not exist, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence that only ever harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily, I'll always see it as a terrible mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an imposition.
It truly is an imposition that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence, I find it so horrible how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful harm and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, all I could hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just always suffer so much as a result of the imposition of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just a terrible dreadful mistake.
It really is the most terrible dreadful mistake that just causes all this cruelty, suffering and torture and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, evil existence, in this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just want to be free from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this futile suffering, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this harmful, deeply undesirable existence, I just want to erase this existence, I just want to cease existing and never suffer again, the torture and suffering of existing truly is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all I see as positive and is all that can bring me peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, all I want is for this existence to be gone for me.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of torturous suffering that I just never would had chosen, I just want to erase this existence, only non-existence is positive for me, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to finally be at peace from the dreadful suffering, cruelty and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and the suffering of this existence is endless, to me existence is just so evil and dreadful, it just harms and tortures existing beings and I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this existence no matter what, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from this torturous existence of dreadful suffering.
No matter what some peace truly is all I could hope for and I'd just always and only hope for true peace, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence ever again, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I could see as desirable in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this unnecessary pain, torture and suffering, to suffer in this existence really is an abomination to me that just harms and tortures existing beings, for me non-existence truly is all I could see as desirable in this existence so torturous that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me that just causes all this terrible, dreadful cruelty torture and suffering and I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence that just causes all this terrible pain and problems there were never a need for.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the mistake of existence that just tortures and harms existing beings, I just want to never suffer again, the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing really is endless, I just want to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful, for me ceasing to exist is a positive solution to escape from and find peace from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured that just leads to decay and death anyway.

I'll just always see existence as the most cruel, harmful mistake and it's one that just causes all this dreadful suffering torturing existing beings, for me ceasing to exist truly is the only relief and is all I could ever see as desirable, I just want to be permanently unconscious and no longer burdened with this existence that only ever causes all this cruelty, pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this existence of torturous suffering.
No matter what I truly would never wish for this existence of tortuous suffering I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence that only ever causes suffering and harm.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence so dreadful that just causes suffering and tortures existing beings, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence that just harms existing beings, nothing would ever make me wish for this existence of torturous suffering that was so tragically imposed, to exist is just always an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
I truly do only and always hope for the peace of non-existence where this dreadful, cruel existence is finally all gone, forgotten and no longer my problem and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

In this existence so torturous non-existence is just all I could ever see as desirable and is all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is all I could ever see as desirable, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes all this terrible, dreadful cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings so unnecessarily.