Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always such a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always such a terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings, I'd just never wish for the mistake of existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the cruel, terrible and torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, it's just the most terrible tragedy to me how the mistake of existence was imposed at all causing and bringing all this suffering and cruelty as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence truly does just cause suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and for me every second is torture to exist, I just hope and wish to erase this existence, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from all cruelty, torture and suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, futile existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and it's one that just causes all this terrible suffering, harm and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, futile existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, I just wish to erase this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering, cruelty of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel, torturous and terrible to me, I just want to erase this existence that causes all this endless, dreadful and terrible suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true permanent peace.
No matter what the true permanent peace of non-existence where all is forgotten really is all I could hope for and is just all I see as desirable and I wish that more than anything I never suffered.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous, terrible and dreadful that I just always saw as such a cruel mistake and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me relief from, true permanent peace from all the suffering is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence and I wish that more than anything this dreadful existence of futile suffering was never imposed.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one that just causes all this terrible, dreadful cruelty and suffering, all I want is to erase this existence, I just want some peace from this dreadful existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake that only ever caused all this harm and suffering, I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly is only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, I just want to erase this dreadful, torturous existence, I just want some peace and in this existence so terrible, cruel and futile non-existence is just the only relief for me and I wish this existence was never imposed.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from this torturous existence of endless suffering that I just always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this cruel, futile existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence and all I want is to never suffer again, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

I just hope to be gone, no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake that only ever causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to erase this existence, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the problem, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this cruelty and torture.
It truly does just cause all this cruelty and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence truly does just cause harm torturing existing beings so unnecessarily, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I truly would never wish for any of this pain, torture and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, existence to me is just the most terrible cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering, cruelty and torture in existing, I just wish I could erase this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's one that just causes all this terrible, dreadful suffering and cruelty that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want peace from the deeply undesirable and painful abomination of existence, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this pain, harm and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never suffer again, in this torturous existence of futile suffering only non-existence can bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from peaceful death being so cruelly denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from peaceful death being so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, to me anti-suicide is such terrible, horrific extreme cruelty.

All I want is to cease existing in peace and finally be free from this dreadful, horrific reality, the suffering and torture of existing really is endless, it's just all so terrible, all I could ever hope for is true permanent peace from this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to not exist.
To cease existing and never suffer again truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'd never wish for this dreadful, harmful existence of torturous suffering rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish to erase this torturous, futile existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this torturous, dreadful existence that only ever caused me to suffer and the suffering of existing is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible, dreadful mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible, dreadful mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, suffering and torture and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering.

All I want is to be gone, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence, there's just so much evil in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want to erase this existence, I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from this torturous existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering, existence to me is just always so dreadful and terrible, I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence that only ever tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous, futile existence.

It's just all so terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to exist truly does mean to suffer and the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing is endless, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want to never suffer again, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence that only ever tortures existing beings, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to finally be at peace from this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, no matter what I truly will always prefer to not exist, all that this existence does is just cause endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this dreadful, futile suffering, to suffer in this existence really is just always an abomination to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem that only ever tortures existing beings and the suffering of existing is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in this existence.
There truly is so much evil in this existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for any of this, I'd be so glad and relieved to never suffer again as existence is just so evil, all that existence has ever done is caused all this pain, cruelty and torture all for the sake of it.

I wish I could just choose to erase this existence, I just want to never suffer again, I just always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, to me existence truly is the problem that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what I truly could only ever hope to never exist again, I just wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

All I want is to erase this existence, I just want to never exist again and the pain, suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope and wish to be gone, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one so dreadful, harmful and terrible that only ever tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
It truly is the only peace and relief for me, I just want this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence to be all gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I'd be so glad to finally cease existing as after all there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence.

In this existence so cruel and deeply undesirable only non-existence can solve everything for me and save me from all future suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to die, there truly is just so much suffering, evil and cruelty in existing and all I want is to be permanently unconscious of it all, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence rather all I want is to be gone.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this terrible unnecessary suffering torturing existing beings as a result and I just suffer so much as a result of this abomination, all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible, cruel mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, I just want to erase this torturous, harmful existence that just causes all this dreadful cruelty and suffering.


I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, in this existence so evil, futile and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just tortures existing beings causing all this dreadful suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this painful existence.
I truly am just so tired of suffering in this painful existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless.

It's just all so terrible and I'd never wish to exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all just so dreadful and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this painful existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never exist again
To never suffer again and be permanently free from the evil, suffering and torture of existing truly is all I hope for, this existence is just so evil, all it does is torture existing beings and I'd only be relieved to be free from the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's all so cruel and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful existence, it's so horrific to me how humans cause all this dreadful, terrible harm and suffering by so tragically imposing this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so evil, dreadful and harmful.
It truly is so evil, dreadful and harmful torturing existing beings all for the sake of it, I just want peace from the terrible tragic mistake of existence, I just want to never suffer suffer again, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all cruelty, torture pain and suffering and the suffering of existing is endless, it's jus all so cruel and terrible.

I just want to erase this harmful existence that just tortures existing being with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence is just so evil, I'll always see it as the most terrible, tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result, for me non-existence is the positive solution, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence
No matter what I really will always see it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence truly is is all I could hope for in this existence so evil and dreadful and there's so much evil in existing.

I just want this existence to be erased, in this existence so terrible and torturous all I could ever hope for is true permanent peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes torture, cruelty, harm and suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only and always hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to never suffer in this evil, torturous and dreadful existence ever again and in this existence of dreadful suffering and cruelty only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just wish for no more suffering and the pain, torture, cruelty and suffering of existing truly is endless, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, existence is just so evil, all that existence does is cause all this terrible cruelty, suffering and harm, I just want to be gone from it all, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing never suffering again as desirable.
No matter what I truly could only ever see never suffering ever again as desirable and all I want is peace from the cruelty, suffering and torture of this evil futile existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, all I want is to erase this torturous, dreadful existence.


I just want peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the torture of existing, there's just so much suffering, cruelty and evil in existing, it's just all so terrible and I wish I never had to suffer, to suffer in this evil existence will always be an abomination to me that just causes pain and harm, the torture of existing truly is endless, it's all just so dreadful and I wish and hope to be free from it all with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me torturing existing beings so unnecessarily with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing truly is endless.

I just want to erase this existence that only ever causes all this dreadful unnecessary suffering and the pain, suffering and torture of existing is just something so terrible, there's just so much evil in this existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway, I'll always see it as such a cruel mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one so terrible and dreadful that just tortures existing beings and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless.

It's all so terrible and I wish I never suffered in this terrible, painful existence more than anything, to suffer in this existence is always an abomination to me, I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this cruelty and harm and the suffering of existing is endless, it's just all so cruel and terrible, for me non-existence would be the only positive solution, I just hope and wish to never exist again.