Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous, cruel existence.
No matter what I could never wish for this torturous, cruel existence and I wish that more than anything I never existed, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I suffer simply from existing, for me every second is so torturous to exist and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing is endless.

It's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me, I find it so terrible how this existence was so tragically imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.
I truly do always suffer so much and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from the torturous, cruel and dreadful abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, all I want is to never wake.

I just want to rest, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering, it's just such extreme horrific cruelty how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to erase this existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence truly is all I could ever wish for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, dreadful existence, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, unnecessary deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence that just tortures existing beings and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing is endless, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this pain, suffering torture and harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm that just causes so much suffering, torture and cruelty, all that existence ever does is torture existing beings and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence rather all I want is peace.

I just hope for the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as an abomination, only in non-existence will I be safe from all suffering and harm and the harm this existence causes is endless, it's just all so terrible, existence to me will just always be a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, to me existence truly is the most dreadful terrible abomination.

I just want to erase this existence, existence to me will always be the problem and find it so horrible and terrible how humans impose this existence that just leads to decay and death anyway that truly is just dreadful unnecessary suffering, all I want is peace from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this existence of dreadful suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of this existence of dreadful suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is not exist, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

To exist is just always an abomination to me and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this deeply undesirable, painful existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is to never suffer again and finally be at true permanent peace from the evil, suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake, all I want is peace from it.

I just want to never suffer again, I just wish and hope to erase this existence that only caused me to suffer, I'll always see existence as the problem, to me existence will always be an abomination, to suffer in this existence truly is the most terrible, dreadful undeserved punishment.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so evil.
It truly is so evil and just causes endless, torture cruelty and suffering with existing beings in agony every second, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again.

I just hope for peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and there's just so much evil in existing, I'll always see existence as the problem, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it, it truly is horrific how existence causes all this suffering, torture and harm, I just want to erase this existence, I just want the peace of non-existence to save me from all future dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as an abomination more than anything, all I want is peace.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing and I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake, I just want to be free from it all, I'll always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me any relief from, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as an abomination.

Existence to me is just the most terrible mistake that just causes and brings all this pain, suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I wish to erase this existence, I just want non-existence to finally bring me the peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, for me ceasing to exist is the solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never exist again is all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable in this dreadful, painful existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what all I could ever hope for is to erase this existence that just causes all this cruelty, torture harm and suffering.

To me the existence of life is just always the most terrible tragedy that just tortures existing beings and I just find it so undesirable to exist in every way possible, to me existence is just always the problem, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil, cruelty and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much evil, suffering and cruelty in existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so evil, dreadful and terrible that just tortures existing beings and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless.

It's all so terrible to me and I wish I never had to suffer, to suffer in this existence is the most dreadful, undeserved punishment to me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, the fact that this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result is always the most terrible, dreadful tragedy, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious finally free from the evil of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel existence.
It truly is all that can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope for some peace where this futile, cruel and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally no longer my problem and the suffering, pain and torture of existing is endless.

It's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is the peace of non-existence to save me from all future unnecessary suffering and torture in this existence where I'm just waiting to die, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It truly is just so cruel with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence, I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me, all I want is peace from the pain, suffering, cruelty and torture of this dreadful existence that I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so torturous.
It truly is always so torturous and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, futile and cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake rather all I want is peace from this torturous, dreadful existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it until all is gone in non-existence anyway.

To suffer in this torturous existence is just always an abomination to me, I just find it the most terrible, cruel tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and there's just so much suffering in this painful, cruel existence that I never would wish for, every second is torture to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always something so terrible.
No matter what I really will always see it as something so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd never want to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, existence is just a terrible mistake to me.

I find it so dreadful and cruel how humans cause all this dreadful, futile suffering by so tragically imposing this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one so terrible that only ever tortures existing beings.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

Existence is the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence itself as the true problem as it's the cause of all pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only relief..

This really put exactly how I feel into words. My life just happens to be shitty but that's more of a coincidence, if somehow overnight it became amazing and I had everything I could ever want, even money, it wouldn't change a thing. I'd still want to die. Because the issue for me isn't necessarily the hard parts of life, but life itself. Being alive just feels like torture all the time regardless of external circumstances.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly is the most terrible, cruel mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me.

I just wish to erase this existence that causes all this terrible suffering, harm and cruelty with no limit as to how unbearable the torture and agony of existing can get, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings, it's all just so cruel and terrible, all I could ever hope for is to not exist, only the true peace of non-existence can solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd be so relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would be so relieved to never suffer in this torturous, cruel existence ever again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I hope for is no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want this existence to be erased for me, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful suffering and evil of existence where existing beings are tortured so unnecessarily, only non-existence could ever bring me any peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace and relief from this torturous existence I search for and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always see this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a mistake and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible mistake to me that just causes endless amounts of harm, cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings and all I want is to be gone from it all.

I just want some peace from this harmful, dreadful existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible tragedy, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

The cruelty of anti-suicide.
There truly is so much cruelty in anti-suicide, I see so much cruelty in how the sufferjng and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just so dreadful to me.

I find it so horrific how we exist in this reality where humans want to do all they can to force others to be tortured in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy that just tortures existing beings, all that anti-suicide does is just cause so much more harm and suffering. It truly is all so cruel and terrible to me, I always suffer so unbearably from being denied the option to peacefully cease existing as it's seen as a crime wanting to never suffer in this dreadful existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for this dreadful, harmful existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to be gone, I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just suffer so much a result of this existence I just always saw as such a terrible mistake, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as an abomination and there's just so much evil, cruelty and suffering in this painful, torturous existence, I just want to erase this existence, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want it to be like I never suffered at all and I just find it so terrible and dreadful how this existence was so tragically imposed causing all this pain, suffering and cruelty as a result and the suffering of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful, cruel and torturous and I just wish for non-existence, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence so terrible, torturous and undesirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me and is all I see as desirable in this torturous existence of dreadful suffering, non-existence for me is all that's positive, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just want to never suffer again, I just want to erase this cruel, futile existence that just causes and brings all this dreadful pain and suffering and the suffering of existing is endless, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence that just causes harm, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence in every way.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for decades longer.
It truly is so terrifying to me how a human can suffer for decades longer in this torturous existence just to face the torture and agony of old age, to be tortured in this existence really is an abomination to me, it's all so cruel and terrible.

All I want is some peace from this harmful, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, there's just so much horrific extreme cruelty in how we exist in this reality where dying painlessly is made into a crime with humans forced to suffer in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony they can feel until they decay and die anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want this terrible, torturous existence to be forgotten and erased for me, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings, it's just all so terrible and dreadful to me to exist, existence is the most dreadful burden that just causes harm and suffering, existence will always be a mistake to me, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing for peace from this torturous existence.
No matter what peace from this torturous, cruel existence is just all I could ever wish and hope for, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence, in this existence of endless suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just want to never suffer again, I just wish to be free from this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake and for me non-existence is just the only relief from the abomination of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this torturous existence of dreadful unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible torturous existence that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily.

In this existence so dreadful only non-existence could ever be positive for me and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed, to suffer in this existence really is an abomination to me and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existence where existing beings are tortured every second, to exist truly is an abomination to me, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all I could see as positive in this existence of dreadful cruelty and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I hope for is to never suffer again.

In this existence that just causes all this harm suffering and cruelty only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, all I've ever hoped for is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.